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Chinese New Year 2012

2012-01-29T23:39:00.001-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year everyone, this year CNY still Okok la but at least our gathering around 30+ ppl everynight who always made something happening. This year I only got 5 Ang Pau, I didn't go to my relative house too. So everyday hang out with my friends, some of them from KL and Singapore so we can hardly get all together. Everytime we get along, the only things we do is laugh. I hope this year I can have her back so next year CNY I could bring her out along my friends :) I'm waiting her to add me, hope she'll talk back to me.

The first night gathering picture.

A guy express his love to the girl she love but is too late.

2012-01-20T08:39:00.001-08:00

I read a story from somewhere, it's a guy who express his love on a tv show. He'd fell in love with a girl for 3 years but he did not tell the girl that he love her. He was afraid that the girl would keep away from him if he tell her that he love her. He did invite her out for dinner, she agreed but he didn't tell her that he love her. They just having their dinner and some chat. But no one will ever expect that she met an accident on the road and passed away last few weeks. No one knows what will happen tomorrow, he felt really regret that he didn't express his love to her. Whether she accept or reject, at least she know that there's someone who truthly love her wholehearted.I felt sorry for this guy and respect his braveness for sharing his story to everyone. He's telling the world appreciate your love one before it's too late. I do wanna tell her that but I don't have the guts to SMS and tell her since she's belong to someone else now. So I guess I'll just write here, I know we're far apart, I really do love you. If we could be back together, I'm willing to marry you as my beloved wife. I'm not looking for a girlfriend for about 2-3 months, I'm looking for a girl that I'm willing to spent my whole life with. You're the one who meant so much for me. I choose to write it here cause I'm afraid that she'll stay away from me, and I don't know what will happen to me tomorrow, next week, next month, etc. Cause I got to travel Alot. Hope she'll text me or talk to me if anything happen to her whether she's sad, frustrated, unhappy, etc.

Day 2

2012-01-19T13:13:00.001-08:00

I'd waited the whole day for my friend to check the iPhone whether got stock or not so I could tell her. Finally my friend texted me at 1.53am so I SMS her about it. She told me that she's sick :( and still got to go for work tomorrow, I'm worry and don't feel good that she's suffering sick over there :( hope she'll get well tomorrow, god bless please. I'm very happy on the day she replied my text. Why ? Maybe I'll tell y'all next time :)I'm suffering serious headache these few days, really really bad. Let me just stop here today. And hope her sickness will get away from her later she wake up so she won't be suffer at work and the whole day. I'm willing to take her sickness away. :) remember to text me ! :/

Good day !

2012-01-18T08:53:00.001-08:00

I guess today is a good day, I'm so happy that she SMS with me :) I just smile the whole day without any reason. Haha, insane fella. Okay, now should I SMS her everyday ? I don't know she'll reply me or not or thinks that I'm kinda annoying her. I really don't know how to start a conversation with her, I asked Alot of question to her today ! Maybe it's because for too long we didn't talk. I really wanna know more how are you going now, hope that you won't get mad at me for asking so much question. Actually still got Alot of things I wanna ask but I don't know how to ask, I'm afraid that you'll think that "this Gary ask so many things, argh !" hope tomorrow will be like today we could talk more. :) Good night (:

Reminiscing when we know each other.

2012-01-13T11:43:00.001-08:00

It's 2.57am now, I'm lying on my bed now. Kinda tired and sleepy, suddenly I recall everything about you. Haha, about how we get to know each other, started to SMS, how we get started, and I still remember the date and what I'm doing when you SMS told me that :D after that, I received my first birthday present from you ! I'm so happy, haha. I remember I was sleepy at that time, my housemate take the parcel and come to my room, "Gary, wake up ! Your parcel from Singapore." I wake up and think who do I know in Singapore ? When I saw your name at the back, I jump on my bed ! I'm so happy and touch at that time, until now everytime I recall, I always smile :) I SMS say thank you and I love you, at that time I really really really wanna hug you until a lil bit tears come out from my eyes. I still keeping everything, the envelop, the box and the watch nicely. It's beside me now :) I wanna write it down here so maybe you'll see this post. I don't know whether you still read my blog or not but if you wanted to text me, just text me. I'll be waiting :) I still remember your voice that I first time called you, actually it's only 1 time. I remember everyword you said. I'm sorry to you that the promise I made to you 3 years ago, that I'll go Singapore get a job so we can be together everyday, I don't know you still remember or not. This year is the 3rd year, I really didn't mean to break this promise but I don't know you still want this promise to be fulfill or not. Nevermind, hope you got a good result in school so you could further your study. Good luck.G

Merry Xmas and Happy 2012 xf :)

2012-01-09T13:17:00.001-08:00

Gonna make a short post here since I'd post some in my Tumblr. I didn't wish you Merry Christmas and Happy New Year last year cause I feels like it's better for you since you're taken. I don't know you're having a good happily life or not over there but all I could do is stalk a lil bit at your Tumblr, see how's your day and feeling. That's all I could do here. I feel bad if I kept like want you back from your bf, it's like snatching away from him plus I don't know whether you're happy or not having him so I guess I just keep silence here. Let it be, if you're down or need someone to talk, I'm here :) because I believe if the things is yours, no matter what happen, it'll come back to you. Thats what I believe. Just passing by to let you know that I still care about you. See ya :)Oh ya, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you. Wish you have a beautiful year. Sorry I'm late.

:')

2011-09-12T21:45:00.001-07:00

I can see she's doing very well with her new Bf there. :) so I guess I'll just wish her from here. It's hard to get the feeling out but I guess alcohol could help me so I won't be that hard when I'm abit dizzy. Now all I could do is work hard for money, so I could fly to KL or sg to meet my buddy whenever I want. I don't feels like writing anymore. Anything, text me. K bye

Weird feeling like happy or unhappy.

2011-04-15T11:41:00.000-07:00

I had a weird feeling since that day you talk to me. I really wanted to say something to you but I just don't know how to open my mouth. I wanted to ask you to give me a chance but it looks like not that good. It's like I'm asking you to break up an come with me. You know what I'm saying ? All I could do is accompany you whenever you need someone to accompany you. I'm here for you 24/7. If you're down, I'll be down with you and raise you up. Even if the whole world lie to you, I'll be with you with all the truth. Because I'd lost you once, if you really give me a chance to get you back. I'll never ever lost you again. I'll grab you tightly, I won't loosen you again. Now all I could do is wait here and let the time talk. I'm waiting and I love you.

I rather ride alone.

2011-04-08T09:27:00.000-07:00

I'm done with this shit ! I'm not the eldest nor the youngest son here but I had to take all the shit responsibility on my own. They two good of nothing except making trouble then I had to settle it for them. I ain't own no nothing to this two motherfuckers ! I'd enough with all this bullshit ! I'm not gonna show any mercy to this two motherfuckers ! Me and my dad were trying hard out there to make money, asking people to help scholarship, plus everything for this family. Came back home, I can't even relax go look for my friends ? Plus you mom, not only helping to solve problem, you keep fuck me and dad for fucks ? You just sitting at home, go out chat, at home talk on phone. Don't think I don't know who you're talking to on the phone. Don't force me, everything I wanted to do you keep stopping me. Why ? I'm not killing people, rob a bank, rape people, take drug. Go meet friends drink tea and have a chit chat also can't ? Fuck you then ! I'm mad as fuck now ! You better keep your mouth shut and don't raise my heat up. I don't want to split vulgar and talk out loud with you. Compare to others family here, I'm consider Alot better than others that don't speak vulgar with family and be SO patient. Please understand that everyone have their limit. All these years, I never heard anything good from you except saying all the disappointed words. I'd used to it and I never request any shit. I know what to do next time. Just let the time flow by and watch me. Fuck the brothers I ride alone !

I'm thinking of you.

2011-04-02T10:32:00.000-07:00

XF, actually I still miss you here. I would really like to hear from you everyday. How are you ? What you're doing ? Anything makes you unhappy or not ? Everything but, I don't know how to do it. Really don't know how because you got a Bf now and I know it's not very good to, you know what I mean ? I kept dream about you, but yesterday was the most happy one. I dream that we're getting married. I fetch you from your house, then we head to our wedding dinner, and I'm on stage with you and a lot more. I'm very very happy on that night. But I don't know if you will read this or not, I don't know you will think that I'm crazy or what. I'm fine here, I'll wait for you to give me 1 more chance. I know there's a lot of girls out there but you're the only one I'm loving because you are the realest. I hope you'll talk to me. I'll wait for you.

2011-01-06T13:30:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I just feel like I'm so lifeless. Most of the things don't go the way I planned. Is there out of thing world got someone feeling like me ? Facing all this shit. Shit, never know what will happen in the future. Everyday just struggling but what can I do ? Something I feels like wanna have someone by my side. Only ciggs accompany me anywhere anytime. Because I don't want to see too clear in this world, because it's too much brats out there. Don't feels like blogging also. Take a break fella.

Love hurts.

2010-12-28T11:53:00.000-08:00

Love hurts, how's the hurt feeling y'all felt before ? Is it the same as mine ? :(
I don't know how to describe. I just know it's bad. I can't focus on my meeting, can't smile, heart feel bad, etc. I saw something I shouldn't see, it makes me wonder whats happening out there. So should I still wait for just let it go ? I'm blur. I need someone here to be myside but no one here. Maybe because all friend of mine were boys which full of craps that's why don't talk about feeling shit. Talk about love with them ? I rather talk to my dog. Although my dog won't reply me but she'll keep quite and stay by me and accompany me. Seriously, no one know what I'm thinking because I don't share my shit with other people. Some may thinks it's stupid, some may think it's bored, some may just ignore it. So I prefer blog it eventhough no one read my blog, I'll take it as my dairy and a place to let me write my feeling. Well, everyday I saw girls are crying out there because of her boyfriend, love, this and that. Why those girl still love them ? Some said "I'm already single", not even a week, she's in relationship again, then not even a month. Single back. Is that fun ? I just a to be loved. Simple because I'm stress enough and I needed someone to talk and can make my day. I don't care if she's far from here because I plan to marry her so we got a long time future to be together. Is okay that we can barely met, but now it's too late I think ? All I can do is W.A.I.T ? Or what else I can do ? I hope she listen a song by Bruno Mars - Grenade which I would sing for ya, I'll catch a grenade for ya, throw my hand on a blade for ya, I'll jump infront of a train for ya, I'll do anything for ya.

Lonely Christmas.

2010-12-24T10:58:00.000-08:00

I wanted to blog very long ago but due to the busyness and tiring, I got no time to blog. Sorry about that. Guess what ? It's Christmas today, I wish y'all Merry Christmas and have a nice night, especially to her. Although I don't know how is she over there but I'm still wishing her have a Merry Christmas and happy over there. I'll write about what I wanted to write pass few weeks ago. I wish she was here with me, I always dream about her that she were beside me always but I know it was just a dream. Will I get one more chance ? Will she willing give me another chance ? I don't know but hopefully that she will give la. I'm still wondering always how is she over there. Having life happily or what but I hope she had a nice day always. Pass few days ago, got a guy name Alviss Kong who became famous in facebook about commit suicide because her girlfriend dump him. Who I call it stupid fella, if he really love her, why must commit suicide because she don't want you ? Why don't wait for her or make her happy always ? Such a dumbass fella, if really must commit suicide, I think I'm dead since 2 years ago. But I'm still waiting for her. Anyway, wish you a Merry Christmas Xiaofang, hope you have a nice day. :D

Happy Birthday to Gary 28/11

2010-11-28T12:38:00.001-08:00

Happy birthday to you Gary !
This is the first time I'd receive so much birthday wishes. I would like to thank you all from the bottom of my heart. I do appreciate it very much and feel touch. I didn't celebrate my birthday just as usual every year, not really care about my birthday because use to it already. And my only wish is I wish that she would come back to me, I know these wishes things won't happen because since everything I'd wish for, never came true. Hope this one will came true. I didn't receive her wish, I don't know weather she had forgotten or she don't want to wish me, I ain't mad at her. Because it's normal, where got such a person insane like me ? Almost 2 years+ never keep in touch, still remember everything. Hah, I really hope that she'll choose me back and I hope when the first time I celebrate my birthday, I could spend together with her. That's my the only wish in life. I don't know i should be happy or sad for the truth. Anyways, depends on fate and let it judge by god birthday boy.

Love

2010-11-22T22:22:00.000-08:00

I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
The words that would mend the things that were broken

But now it's far too late, she's gone away

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The noises that she made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you

I miss you.

2010-11-18T14:46:00.000-08:00

All I wanted to say is I miss you.

Sickness...

2010-11-16T11:03:00.000-08:00

I'm sick and not feeling well, I hope I could wait til you sleep 1st then only I sleep but I can't :( my stomach too much air really not comfortable and headache. I'm sorry :(

Space Bound.

2010-11-15T00:52:00.001-08:00

Let's the song tell.

Got nuthin but love for you baby.

2010-11-09T11:26:00.000-08:00

Nobody knows me, I'm cold, walk down this road all alone. It's no one's fault but my own, it's the path I've chosen to go. Frozen as snow, I show no emotion whatsoever. I'll do whatever it takes, when I'm with you I get the shakes. There's no limit on how far I would go, no boundaries, no lengths. I just don't give a fuck just like Tupac Shakur did to illuminati but end up getting shot to death, everything is under control in this world. Government, mafia, people in the white house, even those politician like Obama Barrack were controlled by THEM ! Mainstream artist like Lady Gaga, Dr. Dre, Rihanna, all also controlled by the same person. They could only give you money, fame, bitches, drugs, liquor. All you need to do is do whatever they ask you to do. But they got no love for you. In this world, who the fuck still care about love ? I got fame, I got money, all the bitches will come to me. Money is everything for this century. For me ? Fuck the fame, fuck your money, I rather live my life in normal life with the person I love and earn my own money. It's okay for me if I'm not fucking rich because I'm happy enough if I could live with the person I love. Even if I died, I'm going in peace mode. It's really worth it if you don't give up on something you had been waiting for so long, the longer the time goes, the more you'll appreciate it. We only live once in life, why so mind about all the small little things ? Why not did something good to someone which will bring happiness to them ? Loyal to the game, follow the rules of the game. Watch out of snake, there's alot of mutherfucka out there. Everyday got new faces will pass by us, just gotta take care if you're alone there. Got nothing but love for you. :')

Do Miracle really exist ?

2010-11-08T11:38:00.000-08:00

Do you believe in miracle ? Last time I don't, but now I do. It's really hard to believe it. Yesterday I got a feeling that no matter what, I got to finish my post to post it in my blog. After finish posting, I'm still wondering how am I going to let her know my blog updated ? It's impossible I pm or text her "hey, I've updated my blog and go read it." she sure know it's fake. Even a normal person also know it's fake if you say like this. I'm still thinking how to let her read it because I really wanted to let her know about it since very long ago. I didn't tell anyone that I've update my blog since I've stop for years ago. Guess what ? Miracle happens, evening I receive her message from msn and she said she had read that post. Can you believe it ? She really get to read everything I've wrote there, I'm happy and satisfied because I speak the truth. The feeling it's like I've done a history and I'm ready to go like Michael Jackson. I'm happy that she could reply me. I ain't mad at you and I never blame you too, never ever because I'm wrong. So no need to say sorry to me, it's okay :) Now I know why people do love fake smile, most use it in the wrong way which fake smile at you just to entertain you. For me, I do fake smile to you not because to entertain you or act cute, I do it because I thinks if I do it, it's better for you and me instead of showing the sad face. So don't worry about me because I don't want you to be not happy because of me, I rather to see you smile everyday everytimes and always because I'm happy to see you smile there. The message that you texted me, don't worry about it. I'm okay here. I just wanted to tell you no matter what happen, whether you're sad, alone, heart broken or anything, just remember that I'll always stand by your side, I'm here for you, if I'm in Singapore, I'll be there for you. Always. Don't afraid of bothering me, disturb me or shy. Because I'm waiting here :) When you need someone you can depend on me, call If you need my assistance there'll be no resistance, I'll be there in an instant.

It's fate, it wasn't my choice to make.
To be great, I'm giving it all it takes.

It's not easy to find a girl like you, I don't trust other girls out there, I just don't know why, just don't. I know you got someone else and I'm not asking you to leave him to be with me. Just wanna let you know that I'm here. Maybe miracle happens ? Only god know.

To xf.

2010-11-07T09:54:00.000-08:00

Because for my fucking mind, now I lost her. It's been almost 2 years since November 2008. It's 1 year 10 months actually. At that time, I thought I can't do anything for her except love her because I'm in Malaysia and she's in Singapore. I know what she want, she's not interest in diamonds, leather bags, or any golds. I know she just wanted to have someone who love her by her side, but I'm not there to accompany her, hold her hand, watch sunset with her which I bet she will love it the most and by her side. I felt bad too because I'm not there with her and I can feel her pain too. So I made a biggest mistake in my life which make me regret till now is instead of leaving her, I fade away and I be a bad guy let her leave me. When she text me, I purposely late reply her and sometimes didn't reply her, didn't ask her "how are you ?" or care about her. It's not easy to do this you know ? It's really hurts me alot to do this to the girl and she's the only girl I love the most in whole entire life. It's really hard feeling until year of 2009 around February, she texted me and ask me to broke up and reply in calm way "ok", the truth is my teardrop keep flowing down. I thought if like this she could be better then is okay if I suffer. I rather miss her and love her quietly alone here. I'm really regret for didn't give her all my love, and I guess now I got my payback. I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone. Now I'm wishing she would reply my phone. But she made a decision that she wanted to move on, cause I was wrong. I guess now she maybe found her a replacement, I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby. Maybe I didn't know how to be a boyfriend because I'd never be before as you know me that I never be people boyfriend before before I know you. If now she could give me another chance, I'll appreciate it very much and I'll learn to be a greatest boyfriend to you because I love her, for real. Nothing but love for you. I don't know whether you remember or not you said 3 years time and you'll be 18 years and I finish my study and I can go Singapore then we could be together everyday. I remember everything you did to me and said to me. I still keeping nicely that the watch you bought for me as my 1st birthday present that I received, I put inside the box together with the envelope in my room because the white things around the stripe there break d so I keep it good cause it's very important to me this 3 things. Might be a little crazy huh ? Last time every message you texted me, I save it all and I don't want to delete it even my friend ask me who is this when they sneak my inbox and I just reply them "someone important to me." but sadly I got rob by those Malay and took my phone away and I lost all the messages, it's really sad for me. I'd kept that messages for 1 year+ and I wanted to show you but let those robber took away. I still love you here. If you get to read this, I hope after you read finish, you could text me, call me or msn pm me or Facebook me.

Sincerely from my heart,
Gary. xf.

I gotta make a changes.

2010-07-11T00:14:00.000-07:00

I see no changes wake up in the morning and I ask myself
is life worth living should I blast myself?
I'm tired of bein' poor & even worse I'm black
my stomach hurts so I'm lookin' for a purse to snatch
Cops give a damn about a negro
pull the trigger kill a nigga he's a hero
Give the crack to the kids who the hell cares
one less hungry mouth on the welfare
First ship 'em dope & let 'em deal the brothers
give 'em guns step back watch 'em kill each other
It's time to fight back that's what Huey said
2 shots in the dark now Huey's dead
I got love for my brother but we can never go nowhere
unless we share with each other
We gotta start makin' changes
learn to see me as a brother instead of 2 distant strangers
and that's how it's supposed to be
How can the Devil take a brother if he's close to me?
I'd love to go back to when we played as kids
but things changed, and that's the way it is

Come on come on
That's just the way it is
Things'll never be the same
That's just the way it is
aww yeah

I see no changes all I see is racist faces
misplaced hate makes disgrace to races
We under I wonder what it takes to make this
one better place, let's erase the wasted
Take the evil out the people they'll be acting right
'cause both black and white is smokin' crack tonight
and only time we chill is when we kill each other
it takes skill to be real, time to heal each other
And although it seems heaven sent
We ain't ready, to see a black President, uhh
It ain't a secret don't conceal the fact
the penitentiary's packed, and it's filled with blacks
But some things will never change
try to show another way but you stayin' in the dope game
Now tell me what's a mother to do
bein' real don't appeal to the brother in you
You gotta operate the easy way
"I made a G today" But you made it in a sleazy way
sellin' crack to the kid. " I gotta get paid,"
Well hey, well that's the way it is

We gotta make a change...
It's time for us as a people to start makin' some changes.
Let's change the way we eat, let's change the way we live
and let's change the way we treat each other.
You see the old way wasn't working so it's on us to do
what we gotta do, to survive.

And still I see no changes can't a brother get a little peace
It's war on the streets & the war in the Middle East
Instead of war on poverty they got a war on drugs
so the police can bother me
And I ain't never did a crime I ain't have to do
But now I'm back with the facts givin' it back to you
Don't let 'em jack you up, back you up,
crack you up and pimp smack you up
You gotta learn to hold ya own
they get jealous when they see ya with ya mobile phone
But tell the cops they can't touch this
I don't trust this when they try to rush I bust this
That's the sound of my tool you say it ain't cool
my mama didn't raise no fool
And as long as I stay black I gotta stay strapped
& I never get to lay back
'Cause I always got to worry 'bout the pay backs
some punk that I roughed up way back
comin' back after all these years
rat-tat-tat-tat-tat that's the way it is uhh

Some things will never change.

Rest In Peace Ridzuan. 7-4-2010

2010-04-10T07:25:00.000-07:00

His last journey..

I was totally shocked when I get a call from my dad that Uncle Ridzuan had pass away on Wednesday 1 o'clock..
I don't know is afternoon or mid-night..
it was a very very sudden that things happen like this..
I mind was like blank out and don't know what I can really do..
the last time I met him was on 31 March if I'm not wrong..
that time I talk to him, he look healthy and doesn't had any health problem..
he also talk a lot of things with me and jokes..
and he taught me a lot of things in my life..
he was my father buddy for more then 30 years..
last time both of them did business together..
when my dad got problem, he helped my dad..
when he got problem, my dad helped him..
and when I'm still a little kid, my dad used to bring me to visit him..
then play around his house..
at that time, he stay inside the estate..
just a wooden house and there is a river behind his house..
I used to play at the river with his son Nadzreen..
he was a very nice and smart person which I really respect him and glad to know him..
it was a very sad incident that it happened so sudden..
I suppose to go Indonesia today morning with Nadzreen..
due of his dad pass away, then we have to delay it..
and I'm really really sad..my eye's and heart were full of tears that I really wanna bleed it out..
this few days I kept on reminisce that the time we used to meet together..
and all the words you said to me..
I'll always remember forever..
My eye's blurried, saying good bye at cemetery..
You left your warrior on his own, how long we moan..
Life goes on..
Rest In Peace Ridzuan..

My Rotten Blog Reactivate..

2010-04-06T06:22:00.000-07:00

My blog are full of spider web..
it's been so long that I didn't open my blog..
because I'm kinda busy..very busy..
last friday I went to the Gen X International Basic Camp at Port Dickson Tiara Beach Resort..
I'll talk about the Resort first..
if you people wanna go for holiday, I'll suggest NOT to choose that Resort..
it's very BORED and got NOTHING..
their beach was MAN-MADE BEACH..
got no sea view.. = ="
when the water mix when the sand, it turns to mud..what the ....
that Resort is damn big la..
now I wanna talk about the Camp..
it's very WORTH to spend 3days 2nights there..
I've learned a lot of things in that Camp and I get the answer for what I'm looking for..
I get to know myself more and who am I really was..
and I can feel the LOVE and CARING from my buddy all..
it's really touch me a lot.. I appreciate a lot really, Thanks you all bro..all my homies..
I would like to share this with all of you...

I know them ain't tears comin down your face
Wipe your eyes

In this world
Only the strong survive you'know

Hmm, I know it's hard out there
Welfare
AIDS, earthquakes
Muggings, carjackings
Yeah we got problems
But believe me when I tell you
Things always get better
God don't like ugly
And God don't like no quitters
You know what Billie Holiday said bay-bee
God bless the child that can hold his own
You know ?
You got to stand strong
And when these bustas try to knock you out your place
You stand there to they face
Tell em hold on, and be strong
The game don't stop
Hmmm
This here is black main
If you don't never leave nothin, learn one thing
It don't stop, til the casket drop
Hold on
Thug, for Life... feel me?
All my homeboys and my homegirls, stay strong
When things get bad, especially come the first and the fifteenth
Stay strong, and stay ballin, hold on
I'll catch you'all at the next life, we in traffic

I know it seem hard sometimes but uhh
Remember one thing
Through every dark night, there's a bright day after that
So no matter how hard it get, stick your chest out
Keep your head up, and handle it

Break Through Myself Tomorrow.

2010-02-04T05:38:00.000-08:00

Hope tomorrow I still can see the sun.

Tomorrow when I wake up..
I'm gonna Break Through Myself !! (hopefully I got the strength to do it) ~.~
If not I'm going to suffer..
my dad dowanna help me..
ask me to do myself..sweat~
hope everything works fine..
if tomorrow everything go on smooth, I'll eat vege for the whole day !
No Meat, No Beef, No Pork !
God Bless Me !

Big Dinner !

2010-01-30T06:18:00.000-08:00

Having a Big Dinner and Big Drink at Gosh !
freaking hot and bored cause I see all those dudes only at the middle moving here and there..
damn busuk weih..
all the bau "ketiak" saja.. >.<"
I just enjoy moving alone.."goyang goyang" hahaha...
damn funny and pitty Chris for shallow the Big Fat Ass saliva..hahahah... LOL !
3 of them sharing that Big Fat Ass Dude saliva..
Mr. Dwayne, Mr. Koi Ting Yang and the more pity is Mr.Chris...hahaha...
how's the taste ?? XDDD

Doomsday~

2010-01-28T05:53:00.000-08:00

What the hell is going on today ?

the wind blow like never blow before..

it's fucking big wind weih..

almost can blow those skinny person away..

I wonder is it getting near to the Doomsday ?

Gary's Back In Action.

2010-01-27T17:47:00.000-08:00

Hello Pals~ =D
how you all doing ?
it's been so long never update my blog..hahaha..
sorry bout that..
kinda busy these few weeks..
everyday sleep at 5-6am and wake up at 3-5pm..
nothing much happened these few weeks..
went to met a lot of people..
I've met Miiya and her lil sis (2 lil cutie) hahaha..
I've met Joey, and my old Brotherhood Dennis from Genting Highlands..
Fuck those fog sia, block all my vision..
so hard to see the road where to turn and corner also..
but don't know why I always miss the moment when I'm at Genting..
I love the weather there and those mist or fog, whatever la..hahah..
This Friday gonna be a Good Day =D
going to having a big dinner, "lou sang" and new ranking..hahahah..
know what is "lou sang" ?

This is the picture of "lou sang"

a chinese new year food..

Thanks to Nicole for the picture that from her blog.. =D

After the NRR dinner, we'll head to the GOSH !

there is a new club in town..

gonna party like hell and it's a night to gone wild..hahaha...

who wanna follow kindly drop your comment in this post ya.. =D

see ya'll soon !

throw your LEGS up in the AIR !!!!

A day in Taiping.

2010-01-17T04:59:00.000-08:00

It's kinda bored cause my mobile phone camera had spoiled so I can't take any picture to put in my blog.. =(
I woke up around 12pm+ then need to fetch my mum out to fetch my bro then we had our lunch..
then I went to buy some cloth, all big big size.. = =
so I just bought a slack..
then sent my mum n bro back home then went to Taiping Sentral (the only place where can lepak in taiping)
wanna search for the card holder but none of the shop there selling..
so planning to have some green tea at Sushi King so me and Ting Yang went into it..
I just ate 2 plates and he ate bout 4-5 plates..
when we wanna pay the bill, suddenly the staff there ask..

Staff : "Are you a Digi user ?"
Me : "Errrkk, what DG ? You having a DG promo ?"
(I thought it's a Sushi King having a promo called DG)
Staff : "Ya, it's for Digi user."
Me : "Digi ?? That 016 Digi ?"
Staff : "Yup, for Digi user. We having a promotion for Digi user and today is the last day for the promotion."
Me : "Ya Ya Ya, I'm Digi~" *winks*
Staff : "For Digi user, you can get 2 free plates."
Me : "So nice ? I love Digi alot !" hahahahah...

So nice ?
it was the first time hearing this kind of promotion..hahah..
after that, went to fetch my mum at 5pm from home to temple and drop my bro to tuition..
then went to Starbuck to meet my client..
from 7pm+ until 1am+
damn tired but it's okay la..
now it's already 5am without realize it.. !! @@
gotta go to sleep now..
hope tomorrow she will be better and won't angry me..
hope she understand what I'm doing here..
I do miss you alot.. =(

My blog are dead.

2010-01-13T05:28:00.000-08:00

Sorry for so long didn't update my blog..

kinda busy and tired..

really tired till no time to update..

will try to end my busyness as soon as possible as I can..

so can update my blog often.. =)

I'd Come For You..

2009-12-17T07:07:00.000-08:00

Nickelback

"I'd Come For You"

Just one more moment

That's all that's needed

Like wounded soldiers

in need of healing

Time to be honest

This time I'm bleeding

Please don't dwell on it

Cause I didn't mean it

I cant believe I said

I'd lay our love on the ground

But it doesn't matter

Cause I've made it up

Forgive me now

Everyday I spend away

My souls inside out

Gotta be someway

That I can make it up

To you now, somehow.

By now you'd know that

I'd come for you

No one but you

Yes I'd come for you

But only if you told me to

And I'd fight for you

I'd lie, it's true

Give my life for you

You know I'd always come for you

I was blindfolded

But now I'm seeing

My mind was closing

Now I'm believing

I finally know just

What it means

To let someone in

To see the side of me

That no one does or ever will

So if your ever lost and

Find yourself all alone

I'd search forever

Just to bring you home,

Here and now this I vow

By now you'd know that

I'd come for you

No one but you

Yes I'd come for you

But only if you told me to

And I'd fight for you

I'd lie, it's true

Give my life for you

You know I'd always come for you

No matter what gets in my way

As long as there's still life in me

No matter what, remember

You know I'll always come for you

Yes I'd come for you

No one but you

Yes I'd come for you

But only if you told me to

And I'd fight for you

I'd lie, it's true

Give my life for you

You know I'd always come for you

No matter what gets in my way

As long as there's still life in me

No matter what, remember

You know I'll always come for you

I'd crawl across this world for you

Do anything you want me to

No matter what, remember

You know I'll always come for you

I wanna post this song here..

hope that she'll read it..

I really put a lot of effort in this post for this lyrics..

because I search from internet all of their lyrics were wrong..

I re-type the whole lyrics while listening to the song..

word by word to show my sincerity to her..

I spent about 3hours+ on this post..

I think this post takes the longest time after so many posts..

I started at 3am+ around 4am and now it's already 7am+..

I just wanna let her know that I'll come for you but only if you told me to..

because it's my fault from starting till the ending..

and I tried before to asked her but the feeling from her slowly disappear..

so I'll wait for her call..

Akon - Locked Up

2009-12-14T05:45:00.000-08:00

"Locked Up"

(Akon feat. Styles P)

[Styles P]

Locked up, they won't let me out,

And I had a long day in court **** stressed me out,

Won't gimme the bail they can't get me out,

Now I'm headed to the county,

Gotta do a bid here, I'm used to living luxurous,

I don't wana live here, the walls is gray the clothes is orange,

The phones is broke, the food is garbage,

A lot a niggas is livin with these circumstances,

Sp's the same I still murk ya manz'z ,

Drug money to rap money work advances,

Niggas ran and told that I shoulda murked to kansas,

Niga got popped for a murda attempt,

Knocked me on d block when I was burning the hemph,

Had a brick in the stash hope they don't take to a further extent,

Locked up and they wont let me out,
When I hit my cell block, niggas know the threat be out.

[AKON]

I'm steady tryna find a motive,

Why do what I do.

Freedom aint gettin no closer,

No matter how far I go,

My car is stolen, no registration,

Cops partolin, and now they done stop me,

And I get locked up,

[Chorus]

They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (I'm locked up)
They won't let me out no, they wont let me out, (I'm locked up)

They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (I'm locked up)

They won't let me out no, they won't let me out

[Akon]

Headin up town to re up,

Back with a couple peeps,

Corner blocks on fire,

Under covers dressed as feens,
Makin so much money,

Products movin' fast,
Put away the stash,
And as I sold the last bag fucked around and got locked up

[CHORUS]

They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (my nigga I'm locked up)

They won't let me out no, they wont let me out, (I got locked up)

They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (baby girl I'm locked up)

They won't let me out no, they won't let me out

[Styles P]

Now that I'm locked up I rep two sets so

Ima ride or die and stay d blocked up

Two tooth brushes up,

Whoever wanted with p

When I walk by nigga get up,
Cuz I'm locked up they cant get me out,

I smoke a stick of haze when they stress me out,

Go and hit the bar when the reds be out,

Cant wait for the day when they let me out,

[Akon]
Cuz visitation no longer comes by,

Seems like they forgot about me,

Commissary is getting empty,

My cell mates getting food without me,
Can't wait to get out and move forward with my life,

Got a family that loves me and wants me to do right

But instead I get locked up

[CHORUS]

They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (I'm locked up)

They won't let me out no, they wont let me out, (my nigga I'm locked up)

They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (I'm locked up)

They won't let me out no, they won't let me out (cuz I'm locked up)

Wanna share this nice song for you all...

just now I read someone blog..

that person life were locked up like a fish in an aquarium..

no freedom all none..

felt so pity for that her..

I wonder why so much good girls got a partner like shit ?

but I only found shit girl..

am I got no luck with girls ?

what am I gonna do ?

changed to GAY ??

ermm...

Should try it and see.. LOL !!!

Fuck GAY !

I'm Straight !!

LOVE GIRLS NOT BOYS !

Fucking Bad Day ! 10/12/2009

2009-12-12T09:45:00.000-08:00

Damnit !
What day is this ? 10/12/2009
I usually put my bio-disc behide my pocket and nothing wrong..
how come on that day I can LOST IT ?!
IMPPOSSIBLE THAT I CAN'T FEEL WHEN IT DROP WHAT..
that bio-disc cost RM1925 the time I bought it..
I bought it with my own hard earn money..
and that's okay, I bought it for my family use...
because my mum and dad are not feeling well and wanted to help them..
how come I lost it.. =( sigh*
it's hard to talk to my client also without that bio-disc..
I'm damn fucking stupid..
wanna bang my head to the wall !!!!
*bang* *bang* *bang*

Your Love Is A Lie..

2009-12-08T04:53:00.000-08:00

Simple Plan - Your Love Is A Lie

I fall asleep by the telephone

It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone

Tell me where have you been?

I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same

Cause I can feel that you're gone

I can't bite my tongue forever

While you try to play it cool

You can hide behind your stories

But don't take me for a fool

You can tell me that there's nobody else

(But I feel it)

You can tell me that you're home by yourself

(But I see it)

You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want

But I know

Your love is just a lie

(Lie)

It's nothing but a lie

(Lie)

You look so innocent

But the guilt in your voice gives you away

Yeah you know what I mean

How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you

And do you think about me when he fucks you?

Could you be more obscene?

So dont try to say you're sorry

Or try to make it right

Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.

You can tell me that there's nobody else

(But I feel it)

You can tell me that you're home by yourself

(But I see it)

You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want

But I know, I know,

Your love is just a lie

(Lie)

It's nothing but a lie

(Lie)

You're nothing but a lie

You can tell me that there's nobody else

(But I feel it)

You can tell me that you're home by yourself

(But I see it)

You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want

But I know, I know

Your love is just a lie

(Lie)

I know you're nothing but a lie

(Lie)

Lie

(Lie)

Lie

(Lie)

Lie

Your love is just a lie

I know a lot of things of you..

I'd given you a lot of chance too to change yourself..

but you're still the same..

and I know your love is a lie.. =)

I really hope that I can turn back to 1 year time..

after so long..

I'm Fucking regret that what I've done..

to ignore her.. =(

because of I'm afraid that she would suffer a lot..

hope that I could get 1 more chance and I will never ever ignore her and let her lonely..

although I know the chance are like a nail fell into the ocean..

even is 0.01%..

I'll try to get that nail as best as I can..

or hope that there are some fish could help me lift that nail for me..

means giving me another chance again..

God Bless..

Final Assessment for Semester 2 Completed..

2009-12-05T05:29:00.000-08:00

Okay, I'd completed my Semester 2 today~ ( I'm free from the Jail Cell)
quite lucky for my Photography subject..
last minute work that I did it on Wednesday night at KLCC while the assessment on Friday (today)
but my lecturer said that I've pass..LOL!!
now I'm scare of my Drawing, Pengajian Malaysia and History of Graphic Design..
hope that I can pass la..
if I pass all subject, I promise NOT to eat Chicken for 1 month..okay ? hahah...
I thought after my final assessment I would got nothing to worry and stress..
but now kinda lots of things I need to do and make me more stress but relax..
January 2010 I wanna move to new room..
so now I need to find people to take over my room..
and tomorrow I'm going back to Taiping my hometown..
so how am I going to find people and room ?
I need to go Penang some more..
everything kinda rush...haiz..
these few days I spent a lot of time with myself..
and I'd think kinda lots of things too..
and I love pretending in front of G's people.. (Guilty People/body got shit)
see how they act and what things they can come out with..
No worries, I'm harmless animal.. =)
I'm just like a puppy who won't bite..
I'd read people's blog (female), 9 out of 10 would write about how their male treat them..
all the negative..
Example: lies, not enough trust, too tight, playboy, no time, didn't care, and blah blah blah...
I enjoy reading it because I can found a lot of silly excuses and reason there from their male..
"like this also can ar ?" I love these words..
it's a really good help for us to think twice of an excuses or reason..
after so long, I haven't read people's blog write about girls..
is it all girls really that perfect ?
if yes, I think I wouldn't be single till now.. =)
or maybe I really that bad luck to meet those Bitch.. (thanks to miiya for the Bitch word) haha..
this whole week I only slept for 8 hours..
I'm dying soon..LOL..
Okay okay, share something with you all..
I'm addicted to this song..

Akon - Beautiful

Happy 19th Birthday to Gary..

2009-11-29T16:23:00.000-08:00

ahaks~!
Finally reach my Birthday..
getting older..
nothing special too..
I pass my birthday just as usual day..
no celebrate no cake all nothing..
but I went to Selangor Chin Woo to shoot some photo for my photography assignment..
because there having a competition..
my friends from Taiping Chin Woo were there too..
so we have our dinner at Petaling Street (Chee Cheong Kai) Restaurant Kim Lian Kee..
quite okay la the food over there..
but their soy sauce were damn NICE man..THUMBS UP !!
I keep eat their soy sauce only..LOL !
then after finish our dinner then I gotta go back home so we split at there..
once reach LRT..
my friend sms me to have dinner again..
then I said OKAY ! cause I rather go out hanging with them then staying alone in the room..
so we went to Sentul there eat..
First time I eat the Pork Hand size big like Xavier hand..LOL
damn big weih..
some more got prawn and sotong, fish, tauhu and "Kai Lan"
enjoy with these guys alot..
I always used to hang with boys only..
later other people will think that I'm GAY.. =.="
I'm Straight and I love Girls Okay..
but this year was the first time that I receive so many birthday wish !!
Thanks to Facebook.. =D
but the one I wanted to celebrate my birthday with her was not here..
I only wanted to celebrate with her..
I don't know whether she's here reading my post or not..
and I'd never sleep for 2 days already..
later I'm going to Genting to fix something..bye~
and my Birthday Wish for this year is .......
tell you all in the next post.. =)
Happy Birthday..

How Could This Happen To Me ?

2009-11-22T04:28:00.000-08:00

Simple Plan - Untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lyin' here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

Chorus:
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
as I'm fadin' away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screamin'
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slippin' off the edge
I'm hangin' by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
As I'm fadin' away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Sorry for long never update my blog..

alot of things had happen..

and it happen so fast..

as fast as lighting..

I can't even realize what's happening sometimes..

and I'd miss something too without realize it..

I hope to have a chance..

get talk to you..

but suddenly things changed like we were stranger..

I do miss the time we use to talk..

although is not a long time..

I do take it as my precious time when I'm talking with you..

hope that we still can talk to each other like we used to talk last time..
hope you're here to read my blog..

I do care you all the time..
always be by your side..

Sudden Disappear..

2009-11-12T03:46:00.000-08:00

Well, Today..
11th of November..
it's the 3rd months anniversary ?
someone got disappear..
text her, no reply..
called her, no answer..
or answer and close back not even 3sec..
is it very hard for you to eat a dinner ?
I'm wondering why and what happen..
and what's going on..
even I'm busy like hell..
Assignment, Appointment, Meeting, Planning, Business, and blah blah blah..
I still can manage my time for you..
but what you're busying ?
until can't even manage a time to eat a dinner with me..
don't worry..
I'm not mad at you..
I just wanna know why..
hope that you can manage your time to meet me..
just a dinner will only takes 30 minutes..
and that's not really long..
I waited for your reply since morning till night..
I hope that you'll call me back and said that you're coming..
so from morning till night I didn't eat anythings..
or drink too..
because I'm waiting for you..
even my friends invite me to have dinner I rejected them..
to wait for you..
but you just disappear suddenly and didn't leave me any message..
I'm wondering what things so important to make you busy about ?
however, few more days going to be my birthday..
well for sure I'm surely hope that you can celebrate with me..
and I know that you also know which things is more important..
I'll not force you..
cause even it's my force you to come over or whatever..
you come because of my force..
it's meaningless..
so I'll just let it be..
of cause I'm happy if you come and celebrate with me..
if not I'll just pass my birthday like usual day..
I'm already use to it..
I'm a boy who didn't celebrate birthday..
so if this year got changes and for sure I'd be very happy for it..
and it will be a good memories for me in my life for the very first time..
well, I think I'll just stop here..
bye ...
Last but not least..
a Good Luck wish for myself and everyone..
wish me Luck to in my comment box if you all want to..

Fuck ! I feeling DOWN !!

2009-11-10T00:46:00.000-08:00

I'm feeling very DOWN !!
REALLY FUCKING DEEP DOWN !!
I WANT TO BLOW UP EVERYTHING !!!

haiz..
I just want to see you and talk to you..
is it hard for you ?
it won't take very long..
just a dinner and is only 30 minutes..
I really got alot of things wanna talk to you..
Seriously..
Tomorrow going to be the 3rd months..
quite sad that you don't know what day is that..
and when my birthday..
I really don't know what you doing there all over the time..
or busy with your stuff till like this..
whether it is true or not..
I don't have to know..
it's all your choice and it's your decision..
I have nothing..
but I got heart..
and I only can show you my heart to you..
and hope you can take care it very well and don't hurt it..
hope that you really can think about me..
my feeling..
cause you didn't know what and how I feel here..
it's really really bad feel..
I can say it's really bad..
and it's quite hard for me to put a smile on my face..
hope tomorrow you can fix your time to meet me..
Good Luck~

-moody, sad..

Did You Think of my feeling ?

2009-11-06T02:56:00.000-08:00

Did you ?

The All-American Rejects - I wanna

2009-11-05T01:08:00.000-08:00

The All-American Rejects Represent

The All-American Rejects

I Wanna

I never thought that I was so blind

I can finally see the truth

It’s me for you

Tonight you can’t imagine that I’m by your side

Cuz it’s never gonna be the truth

Too far for you

But can you hear me say?

Don’t throw me away

And there’s no way out

I gotta hold you somehow

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you

You wanna touch me too

Everyday but all I have is time

Our loves the perfect crime

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you

You wanna touch me too

Every way and when they set me free

Just put your hands on me

Take everything that I know you’ll break

And I give my life away

So far for you

But can you hear me say

Don’t throw me away

There’s no way out

I gotta hold you somehow

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you

You wanna touch me too

Everyday but all I have is time

Our loves the perfect crime

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you

You wanna touch me too

Every way and when they set me free

Just put your hands on me

Tonight I’m weak

It’s just another day without you

That I can’t sleep

I gave the world away for you to

Hear me say

Don’t throw me away

There’s no way out

I gotta hold you somehow

All I wanna do is touch you

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you

You wanna touch me too

Everyday but I all I have is time

Our loves the perfect crime

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you

You wanna touch me too

Every way and when they set me free

Just put your hands on me

[x2]

I'm addicted to this song~

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you~~

<3 you..

E-M-O

2009-11-03T05:34:00.000-08:00

I'm not feeling well..
Seriously..
I'm not sick..
just got the feeling which makes me not feeling well..
A DAMN SERIOUS FEELING !!
haiz... =(
make it easier..
I'm emo now..

Miss my baby face..

2009-11-01T19:17:00.000-08:00

When I'm still a baby~

Cute ma cute ma ??

hahaha..

damn miss my baby face..

Actually now also still got abit baby face also.. (perasan betul) hahahaha...

quite many people said I'm cute~~ (LOL, I can't stand too)

hahahahahaahaha..

nothing to do..

just got a GOODEST NEWS yesterday..

and I just wanna Laugh..hahahaha

DAMN HAPPY !!

wuahahahahahahahaha...

so I show you all my baby face to laugh together with ma..hahaha...

Boredomness...

2009-10-31T00:14:00.000-07:00

I'm going to ROT in Piece !
got nothing to do..
only my pain toe accompany me..
who can entertain me~~ !!!
need help~

My Toe Keep Bleeding ! Pain Die !!

2009-10-30T02:11:00.000-07:00

I'm Suffering Pain Die !!

What a BAD DAY !!
went to fulsal just now and accidently KICK DA FLOOR !!
I thought it's was just a pain and numb inside my nail..
but after the break..
I take off my shoe..
i sock got BLOOD !!
Holy Mama !!!
I can't even walk now..
can't even step on the floor..
now already starting to "Bengkak" d..
tomorrow don't know how to walk and go to school..
SOMEBODY HELP ME !!!
I'm SUFFERING DIE !!!
T_____________________________T

it's really really pain..sobs...

I can feel the FIRE inside me..

2009-10-29T07:32:00.000-07:00

Monday was a REAL BAD DAY !!
I can feel my heart inside got a BURNING FIRE !
Damn hot one..
a little bit more I think I can't control myself anymore..
I don't feel to tell here what happened and why..
because it's already past..
and what I've done for the drawing it's quite worth..
didn't waste my time, brainstorm, energy and etc..
at least still can get a "Well Done" and praise from them to her..
here is the picture..

A Boy with a Dream..

I think this week it's a BAD LUCK week for me..
bad feeling..
bad mood..
bad sleep..
what also bad..
really don't know what to do with it..
I need her comfort but she's busy with her things..
what can I do is just wait..
and try to handle other things with myself..
hoping time to pass it fast so she can ended her things..

Another day had gone..

2009-10-24T06:11:00.000-07:00

Another day I'm here alone..

Day by day..
without noticing..
it's already Saturday..
I'd skip class from Wednesday till Friday without notice..
really no mood at all..
I keep on wondering what's really happen around her and where is her..
called her, no answer..
sms her, no reply..
msn her, hardly get reply..
but today she finally reply me..
she said that she's at her hometown..
something bad happen to her relative..
but why can't she tell me or let me know what happen ?
I'm worry do you know ? =(
at least call me and tell what happen so I can know what happening around you..
what can I do somemore ??
haiz..
I do remember everywords and everythings you said to me and the things you want..
I really do.. =(
I saw something which make's me SO TOUCH !!
when I saw that words..
it's really makes me "gan dong" to inside my heart..
Million Billion Trillion of Thanks to you..
Thank you.. =')

the words I saw there..
"Cheer up Gary (:"
Thank you..

I'm the Waiting..

2009-10-22T00:38:00.000-07:00

Bii..
I'm still waiting for your call here..
no matter what happen..
at least let me know what's happening around you..
I'm alone here and very worry bout you.. =(

The Expectation..

2009-10-21T16:48:00.000-07:00

Today topic is "The Expectation"
Alright, I'm sure everyone here got their Expectation before right ?
anyone here didn't Expect before please raise your hand..
no one, Okay.. Thank You..
did anyone realise that your Expectation came true before ?
Today I just wanna share my Expectation here for you all..
I do always Expect the things come positive..ALWAYS..
and some of it really came true BUT,
it turns to negative..
or never happen..
everythings I expected here, I really hope it would really happen..
if it didn't, it will spoil my whole day mood..
just like what I'm feeling now..
not Once..
it's already twice..
feels like falling down from the roof of 18 floor and bang the floor..
feeling so down now...
wanna do my assignment..
no mood..
wanna sleep to take some rest..
no mood..
wanna close my eye for a minute..
no mood..
wanna plan what to move next..
no mood..
the only things would give my mood back is something that what I wish for came now..
and my only wish is she appear infront me..
because I got alot of things wanna talk to her..
but where is her ?
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

What's Happening to Me ?

2009-10-20T08:54:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling deep down..

These few days, it was quite strange for me..
I don't really know what's happening on me sometimes..
sometimes my mood just went up and down extremely fast..
when it's down, I can feel it's really really deep inside of me..
and when I'm down, I really hope that you were here to hug me..
to help me get through this feeling so I won't feel that I'm alone facing in the dark..
sometimes when I'm down..
I'm happy when I heard your voice..
it's a very sweet voice to me..
and I sorry to say that is the jealously in me..
I really do jealous but I won't show it out easily..
because I know it will spoil alot of things if the jealous thing come out from me or someone..
hope it will be back to normal..
these few days can't sleep well too..
think too much I think..
sleep till half, automatic will wake up in the middle of my sleep..
haiz..

ps : love u bi.. <3

HEADACHE !! :'-(

2009-10-15T06:13:00.000-07:00

Today I thought it will be a very very good and happy day for the rest of my life !!

but sadly, something goes wrong..
turn to not as good as I thought..
:-(
so I spent my whole day like this..
I'm bored..
I'm not happy..
I got nothing to do for the whole day..
no more plan for the whole day..
no mood for the whole day..
because of the boredom, no mood and not happy..
and my mind are empty..
I decided to go TimeSquare with 1 of my friend for nothing to do..
go out at around 1+
then bought a movie ticket at 7.35pm..
because of the boredom, no mood and not happy..
my friend and I walk in and out TimeSquare..
turn round and round and round inside StarBuck..
siting outside TimeSquare and wait the time pass..
no point..
I'm too bored..
quite tired but no mood to rest..
don't feel wanna sleeping..
we watch "Where Got Ghost?"

Where Got Ghost?

a Singapore movie..

it's 3 in 1 story..

I'd plan to watch this movie quite long ago..

but I'm not free..

I really love Singapore movie which directed by Jack Neo..

it give us got a local feel from the movie..

which I can see, heard, and did the same things..

after the movie, went back and reach home about 10+

I plan to sleep early cause I'm tired for the whole day..

not enough sleep either..

but I can't close my eye so I decided to not to sleep for today..

but later morning 8.30am I got Assessment for Graphic Design (exam)..

the whole night I got a HEADACHE which is a terrible HEADACHE !!

its killing me !!

after my assessment, I really need to go back home and sleep..

at night I got something to do some more ..

I really hopefully that tomorrow will be a better day..

my bibi hand will recover and won't pain again..

if got something bad wanna happen on my bibi..

I rather let the bad things happen on me so bibi won't suffer that pain..

hope that will see you.. =(

ps: my slipper got stolen..really DAMN that slipper stoler, my slipper also wanna steal..DIE SOON u stole my slipper fellow !! (sorry, can't control my temper and feeling today) paiseh.. =(

SAD ..

Hello Kuala Lumpur..

2009-10-07T20:57:00.000-07:00

Hello Kuala Lumpur~!
I'm back to K.L again..
damn miss my K.L life here..
freedom !
no more nagging !
no more worries !
the only thing I hate is ASSIGNMENT !!!
next week is my Assessment week..
hohoho..
"kua lou chan le mei.."
tomorrow planning to go back Taiping to see my dad in hospital..
then Friday got to rush back to K.L then rush to Port Dickson for camp..
then come back on Sunday..
ready for Monday Assessment..
Holy Shit betul..
pray to "ang kong"..
after my Assessment week can let me rest for a week..
"Ang Kong Po Pi, Ang Kong Po Pi"
Haleluyah~

I'm Wondering..

2009-09-28T02:55:00.000-07:00

I'm keep on wondering what's happening there..
who, what, which, why come into my mind always..
and I'm very very worry about you here..
even though you are not here with me..
and you are far away 400km from here..
I miss you alot..

I miss the sound that you use to laugh..
and I wanted you to be happy always..
live like happy go lucky..
hope those stress, unhappy things, pressure could wash away just like Tsunami wash Aceh like this..

(Just for example)

Full of stress, pressure and unhappy things..

(Just for example)

After the tsunami had wash it away..

no more stress, pressure and unhappy things..

(Just for example)

because while you are facing this things..
I'm not there..
and I'm really really worry about you..
it's okay if you don't want tell me..
I won't force you..
I know when the time come you will tell me..
and I hope you can tell me what's happening there..
so I can cut a little bit worry..
just only 10% can cut off..
90% still worrying because you're not beside me..
hopefully tomorrow can be a better day for you bi..
happy always..

Taiping, I'm here !

2009-09-24T03:11:00.000-07:00

I'm here Taiping~
just came back from "yam cha" at "SM" (Siang Malam)
so tired~
plan to go shooting but whole day look like raining..
so just shoot a little bit only..
just now went to Kolam Air Panas..
there got kolam and air but the panas not really panas..
cause I don't feel panas also the water..
it's just a warm water..
and it's very smelly and salty..
should change it to Kolam Air Suam or Kolam Air Suam Busuk Masin..
again, I'm tired..
using internet at home also keep dc dc..
bored til death..
headache with this internet !
already so tired le also cannot let me smooth smooth de online.. =(
see how pity am I ?

Most Touching Movie : Tsunami

2009-09-20T00:33:00.000-07:00

Tsunami in Haeundae

Just watched this movie today..

MUST WATCH !!

a very touching movie which makes me think what will I do if I only got 10mins to save the one I love..

and it's also remind me keep thinking of what's she doing now ?

Is she safe there ?

keep on wondering what's happening around her..

the whole movie time is about 1hour 30mins..

while I'm watching this movie, I keep on thinking about her..

miss her so much.. =(

what are you doing bi ?

I had Break My Curse !!!

2009-08-28T19:09:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating my blog for so long time..
I got a Good news and a Bad news..
The Good news is ...
Geh Geh finally Break his curse !!!
Congratulation to Geh Geh.. *clap* *clap*
Geh Geh now got a bibi.. =)
so happy..lalala~
and the Bad news is ..
my pc got VIRUS !! !#!*&@%^&*$@&
spoiled !
needed to fix A.S.A.P !!
sorry, this is a short post..
cause I post this in CC..
will post more things when my pc fix !
<3 bi =)

21 Guns

2009-08-09T00:45:00.000-07:00

Green Day - 21 Guns

Do you know what's worth fighting for
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins...

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

Maybe I'll choose to give up..

maybe I don't..

Maybe I'll try to forget it..

maybe I can't..

Maybe I'll make a plan for us in the future..

maybe the plan I made it's only can fulfill me alone cause you are not with me..

even though I know there is no hope..

or the hope is really really small and far..

just like a ring that fell into the sea..

it's really hard to find and get it back..

although I can't be the one you want..

and I also hope that you can find the one that you want..

if the one doesn't be good to you..

I'll always be by your side..

I'll always wish you good luck and care for you..

just awaiting the time to pass...

Drop down something important for me..

2009-08-02T11:50:00.000-07:00

Finally come back my home sweet home~~
miss my beddy beddy bed SOOOOOO much !!!
went to my cousin wedding and overnight with my relative all..
so happy to see them again..
the last time I see them is when I'm just 10+ small little kids..
short short fat fat take care by them..
now turn up I'm taller then them and have to take care of them.. -_-
there are some kids and babies..
which makes my mind from love babies turn to negative abit..
a little bit not really like unless get a lucky one, very obedient and won't simply shout de..
I'd learned alot alot alot ALOT of IMPORTANT THINGS in life for myself..
and I wanna tell someone who I had missed a very good chances that had given to me but I didn't appreciate it..
on that time I thought that you would be very suffer cause we are far apart..
and I can't give you the thing you want..
even it's a very simple little..
I can't made it for you..
so I took my decision to force myself to choose my way so you won't suffer that much..
it's really hard for me till now..
it's been 6months ago..
I didn't know weather that you still remember or not..
or you already forgotten already..
but I will always remember in my mind..
you are the first person that treat me REAL good..
and I know you tried talk much cause I asked you to talk..
and I know you really tried..
which really made me feel very touch..
every little things that you said before..
I will always remember..
and there are something in my phone will always remind of you..
I'll show it to you if you wanted to see.. (when I'm there)
although I know that it's really hard to get back the time that I got you..
There's no way I can pay you back..
But the plan is to show you that I understand..
You are appreciated..
I wanna tell you that I do <3 you..
I really do.. till now..
I still <3 you..

last time you found someone new..
I thought he would be better alot then me and be good to you..
but he doesn't..
I'll always be there for you..
and always there to comfort you..
although we're far apart..
You're always in my heart..
You are not alone..
and I hope that she's here to read my post..

P.S = Good Luck to me..Geh Geh...

Moody stressy here..

2009-07-30T22:15:00.000-07:00

I'm here and here I am again..
reach back KL at 6.30am early in the morning...
went to college at 7am+ cause going to attend the Nando's Gallery at 10am..
there got alot of funny and interesting type Recycle Chicken...
guess what ?

Remember this chicken here ??

he get 1st runner up in this competition with RM2000 and RM200 Nando's voucher...

1st runner up boy here..

Congratulation~

Today I get my result at the office..

although I know it's okay but I'm very not satisfied with it..

moody + stressy + tiring these few days keep on with me..

I'm Tired of these stuff..

Tired of these SICK..

Tired of these feeling..

just hoping that the day would come..

Taiping Greenish Lake Garden..

2009-07-21T12:21:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, Over BORED in Taiping..

went to jogging alone for the first time !! wow..
I didn't jog for bout years d..
guess how am I going to be after I jog 1 round ?
hohoho..
this morning I can't feel my legs !
terrible horrible and vegetable.. pain die..
but I'm quite happy that I still can complete 1 round..LOL !
after jog, I walk 1 more round and snap some picture just to post in my blog..
enjoy Taiping Lake Garden..

This way to Jalan Eliathamby (Ah Gua Village)

Can you all see a Dinosaur there ?

Okay, I'll go closer..

can you all see now ?

it's a ugly dinosaur..

told ya..

Can any Taiping people recognize this tree ?

it happen an accident and 4 people died..

1 survivor..and the tree seems nothing happen..

Maze

Welcome to Zoo Taiping

paiseh for bad quality..

I snap it from outside zoo..

it's a Rhino..

you all can find monkey everywhere in lake garden..

~~Dead~~ Lotus Plant..

Kinda lazy to write it much..

hope you all enjoy the picture here..

see ya...

What a Bored Sems Break..

2009-07-17T03:48:00.000-07:00

Bored die Sems Break..
before my sems break started..
I'd planned to a lot of things, places and food to eat !
but once my sems break started, everythings was totally different from my imagination.. *sad*
back to Taiping, my house internet keep disconnect.. make me fade up nia..
everyday wake up, bring my mum to eat breakfast then go back home..
wait till night, go out eat dinner..
then sleep and continue doing the same things on the following days..
imagine how BORED am I ?
I wanna go Penang !! Singapore !! Kuala Lumpur !!
the only thing that I feel happy is I can make a PASSPORT !! YAY !
for the first time apply passport..
don't know why I'm so happy and excited after I got a PASSPORT.. LOL..

P.S. = I'm Available now~ Grab IT while stock last !! =D
but I prefer the one that I wish to had *her* so much.. so so much~

Man In The Mirror ft. Until The End Of The Time

2009-07-13T14:40:00.000-07:00

Just wanna share with you all..

enjoy it~

R.I.P King of Pop and King of Rap..

Bored Saturday !!!

2009-07-11T16:28:00.000-07:00

Wooo~~ Bored~!!
Spend my whole Saturday in front my computer..
damn bored !!!
got no one here..
just watch Michael Jackson concert..
but I saw 1 concert extremely awesome~
greatest performance ever !!
must WATCH !!
there are part 1 and part 2 Michael Jackson Concert at superbowl..

and I found this Thriller video made by 1,500 plus CPDRC inmates of the Cebu Provincial Detention and Rehabilitation Center, Cebu, Philippines..

How is it ?? Thriller~

Going back to hometown tomorrow 11.30am !!

another bored day..

4hours bus..

who can accompany me ?

sms also can~~ anyone~~~

Final Assessment Ended ~!

2009-07-10T23:58:00.000-07:00

WooHooo~
my Final Exam had OVER !!!
finally I can enjoy and play everywhere freely without thinking those ASSIGNMENT !!
Okay okay, plan plan plan..
where wanna start 1st ??
Firstly, go back my hometown (taiping) to make a new passport..
eat some tasty and yummy food in my hometown..
then go penang to walk and eat !!
after that plan to go Singapore !!!
or Genting Highland, Johor or Kuala Lumpur also ?
3weeks time is it enough ??
hope can enjoy this 3weeks bah..

Guess what ??
got people TREAT me McDonald today !! WoW wow~~~
hardly believe it man.. haha..
but after I ate that burger, I'm still hungry also..LOL..
it's okay la..know you got heart treat me can d.. =)
just came back home from TimeSquare after watching IceAge 3 with Ah Bi, Swt You, and Lin Kun..

Ice Age 3

Dawn of the Dinosaurs

Okay la this movie..

quite funny also..

but watch Swt You reaction more funny then this movie.. =D

after finish that movie, we went to fill something for our hungry tummy..

fill it with a tasteless fried rice..sad...

after that we went to shopping and search some Tee for Ah Bibi..

walk walk walk...

and again..

here we walk walk walk...

almost search all the girl shop but none of 1 that she like..

then we continue walk walk walk...

walk walk walk...

so hardworking 2 of them..

(Ah Bibi and Swt You)

new Puma shop at TimeSquare.

this shop is nice and also got a small cafe in it..

After a long walk..

Finally she didn't found the Tee she want..

but she don't want to go back with her empty hands..

so she bought a Lollipop.. LOL..some more is the wrong flavour..hahahahaha...

then we went to her car cause she said she fetch us to the Monorail Station..

Guess what again ??

TIOK OHR KONG !! (saman)

damn "suay siao"..

damn tired~~

Final Assessment for my Foundation..

2009-07-09T00:54:00.000-07:00

What a tiring day..
didn't sleep last night because of the assignment that need to pass up for today final exam..
luckily still can get an average mark la..
didn't waste my time and effort..
but my 3-D abit sad le..
my SuperChick..
they said quite simple..
then get DAMN low marks..
lucky my Singapore Lion save me..
can get more mark on that Singapore Lion which makes my marks get better a lil bit..
THANK YOU SINGAPORE LION !!
LOVE U KAO KAO SINGAPORE <3
now left 1 more assignment, that's Graphic !
which is on Friday..
we planned to watch movie to relax some stress..
The movie for our day..

Night At The Museum 2

This fellow really FUNNY !! THUMBS UP =D

quite funny but the story line it's like abit "short cut"..

alot of them said the 1st one more funny then this one..

looking for the Night At The Museum 1 cause I haven't watch yet..

tired now~

still wanna do my Graphic assignment..

sienz and tired die~~ die die die~

Singapore Lion Lost An Ear !

2009-07-07T01:10:00.000-07:00

Argh~!!!!
early morning I bought my Singapore Lion to my college happily..
cause my 3-D assessment it's on Wednesday..
Suddenly something bad happen once I reach my class..

MY SINGAPORE LION LOST AN EAR !!!!

I search everywhere from my class to the stairs..
from stairs to the office..
from office to the road where the taxi drop us..
and finally...
guess what ??

Failed to found it.. T_____T
luckily Ah Chin said he got some spare paper clay ready and help me to stuck a new ear for my Singapore Lion..
now my Singapore Lion got 1 big and 1 small ear.. *unbalance* diao~
better then no ear right ?
on that time I was in hurry to search for the ear and forgot to take the picture..
can't show here..
anyways, tomorrow is my Drawing Final Assessment !
Good Luck Geh Geh~
hope C.B. Chew can give more marks for my drawing bah~ =)

You Are Not Alone.

2009-07-03T11:58:00.000-07:00

listen it with your ears..
feel it with your heart..

Michael Jackson - You Are Not Alone

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone

All alone
Why, oh

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Then something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
And you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone

My Sculpture

2009-07-01T20:59:00.000-07:00

I'm so good today.. (as usual la that I'm good =) )
I had done my Nando's Chicken !!

and I'm willing to show it here.. =D

this is Wen Quan chicken called

"Kluck Kluck Help"

weird name huh ?

but mine got a better and cool name called SuperChick !

"I'm SuperChick !"

"Autochicks, Let's Roll Out !"

how was it my SuperChick ?? xD

do leave some comment ya.. =)

another sculpture I wanna show here also..

It's my Singapore Lion ! ROAR !!

This is the Model which I wanted to make..

When my Singapore Lion still in progress with paper clay..

Started to paint it in black..

Then add Silver on it to make it nicer..

and now it's DONE !

Comment needed too..

Thanks for watching and don't forget to drop your comment here ya.. =)

Introducing my fren to u all..

2009-07-01T01:35:00.000-07:00

Today I'm going to introduce a friend of mine called Mohammad Fikri Gazali aka Fick..
He was a Strong boy and abit Sozai..
He watched Transformer 2 last few days ago and he got addicted by Optimus Prime..

Optimus Prime

Mohammad Fikri Gazali aka Fick

He's showing how Optimus Prime going to run..

He wanna change his name to Optimus Prime..

Sadly he got STING by a DENGGI mosquito..

end up like this..

Lying on Hospital Tawakal

Mohammad Fikri Gazali aka Optimus Prime also can kena DENGGI ar ?

maybe his body not made by metal..

it's made by soft sand paper..

that's why it look so brownish then the real Optimus Prime which made by 100% real metal.. XD hahah..

anyway, just went to visit him just now and he look much better then last time !! LOL !

and lost 5kg !! *I also want leh..*

no need to do homework and can sleep the whole day.. so comfortable..

so jealous.. XD

nah, here I'm wishing you hope to get out from that place and get well faster.. = )

Transformers II : Revenge Of The Fallen

2009-06-29T09:11:00.000-07:00

Transformers II : Revenge Of The Fallen.

Just watch this movie and the only thing I can say is THUMBS UP !!

is a MUST WATCH movie although the movie is almost 3 hours..

there are alot of new Autobots and Decepticon..

and quite touching for some scene..

it's really worth it..

I would like to watch it again again and again.. =D

actually I love Transformer movie alot..

the 1st Transformer movie I can watch it for 3-4 times a day..LOL !!

insane huh ?? XD

nice wallpaper here..

love it..

I'm Stupid ?

2009-06-28T00:09:00.000-07:00

Is it worth for me to wait ?
for me, I would say YES no matter what..
If I could tick the time back..
I would like to tell you the thing that I should have told you but I didn't..
I had been given a good chance..
and the chances that given to me got a 'life time' like expired date..
maybe I'm stupid ?
don't really know what to do or what should do..
after I lost it.. (reach the expired date)
then only regret which makes me feel that I'm so stupid..
keep on thinking how to make us to get close back like the old's day..
what can I do for now ?
just let the time goes by..
and hopefully you could give me a chance too..
although now we got lack of conservation..
No, is very hard to get a conservation with you..
I know you're kinda busy there too..
and lastly I hope that you are here reading my post..
and give me a chance again..

R.I.P King of Pop Micheal Jackson

2009-06-25T20:44:00.000-07:00

King of Pop Micheal Jackson

has died after suffering what is believed to have been a heart attack..

The singer, 50, was pronounced dead soon after he arrived at an LA hospital.

The LA Coroner has confirmed his death.

Lieutenant Fred Corral told CNN Jackson was pronounced dead at 2:26pm (7.26am) local time after reportedly suffering a cardiac arrest.

"I can tell you at this time that we were notified by West Los Angeles Police Department detectives that Mr Jackson was transported ... to the hospital, and upon admitting, he was unresponsive and was pronounced dead at approximately 2:26 this afternoon," Corral told CNN.

Corral said an autopsy would "most likely" be carried out tomorrow but would not speculate on the exact cause of death.

"Everything is still ongoing. We will be responding to the hospital to move Mr Jackson to our facility where he will be examined to determine the cause of death," Corral said.

"At that point, as I said, there's no further medical history until we get and review the medical records."

Jackson, who had been preparing for his comeback tour, was rushed to the UCLA Medical Centre shortly before 12.30pm local time.

How sadly our King of Pop Star Micheal Jackson has pass away yesterday night..
although I'm not a big fans of him..
but I kinda love some of his song too and the way he dance..
his voice and his dance..
there is no one can replace his place..
he's just like Pop "Ang Kong" (God of Pop)
Rest in Peace MJ..
wish u all the best on "top" there..

There is a cloth of him made by CLOT.
Edison Chen brand..

PRICE UP !!

He's so happy..

LOL

Hey yo..

2009-06-25T06:02:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey~
I'm here again.. =D
quite busy this few weeks and can't online also..
it happen alot of things this few weeks..
like meeting Edison Chen and Sam Lee la..
my lecturer Mr.Chin birthday la..
rushing for assignment la..
this thing la...
that thing la...
blah blah blah..
haiz... sad nia =(
last Saturday was Juice KL Grand Opening day which is Edison Chen brand called CLOT shop..

Juice KL..

3pm it's their opening ceremony which celebrate by Edison Chen, Sam Lee and Kevin Poon..
I'm there too with my driver Ah Bi and her friend.. XD
we reached there bout 3.30+pm and the opening ceremony already over..
we just can see them inside that shop walking around there..
here got some picture grabbed from Zian when opening ceremony..

Sam Lee, Kevin Poon and Edison Chen..

Ready to cut 'ribbon' ?

Edison Chen look handsome just like me ? LOL !!

better then me abit la.. XD

Sam Lee look very funny and sohai in movie but he look cool in reality..

Sam Lee with his sohai face..

I wanted to buy the CLOT Malaysia Colourway cap there..

but sadly it's only 50 caps..

sucks right ?? should make it more ma..

1 more week to go..

for my final assessment...

die die die die...

Back to my Blog..and Goodbye~

2009-06-11T04:13:00.000-07:00

It's been so long that I din't update my blog..
cause my internet had been cut-ed so can't get to online till I found a new house..
alot of things happened here..
happy, fun, sad, suffer, feeling down, proud, lonely and more more more..
1st of all...
I would like to say Goodbye to my roommate Loo Kar Hou aka Ans..

abit too young..

can't recognize who is him ?

Here is another picture of him..

Loo Kar Hou.

the 2nd one is housemate Lee Wei Soong aka BraveChineseMan..

He was once a monk..

who dream to had a journey to the australlia..

but he failed..

finally he end up like this..

gone Insane..

Let's raise our hand and say Goodbye to them.. *bye~

well, everything will comes to the end when the time has comes..

we had alot of fun, happy hour, crazyness, joke, rude words, sohainess, and alot more..

the moment that we spend together will always stay in my mind as a good memories..

we also did some project so called House Project that I had shown here before..

Our Legs and Foots..

Cap Rules..

A117 Prisoner..

and here is our Last Project called 再见 My Housemate..

Directed by : Lee Wei Soong.

Singer : Soong Soong, Zian Zian
Actor : Geh Geh, Qiang Qiang

hope you guys enjoy our MV.. :)

I'm looking for a Medium Room at Alpha..

do contact me if anyone got a empty medium room.. 016-5503272 thx..

lastly, hope the thing I wish is real and will happen it..

Model+ing

2009-05-22T11:22:00.000-07:00

I'm here again~
just wanna show some picture of my friend here..
and some of their works..
don't laugh please.. *(I'm laughing)

Drawing Sketches..

(MIA most wanted student)

Let me introduce some Model for you all here..

Myolie Wu Hung Yi

TADA~

Draw by Avin from Indonesia !!

*claps claps*

Here is the real Model...

Zhi Qing aka $$ (money sound effect)

Zhi Qing draw by Fish..

look like wanna kill someone..

*Stay Out*

Okay, here is our 2nd Model..

Wan Ni aka Play You

Wan Ni draw by Pei Shin..

don't laugh Okay ?

*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!*

"Pai Kut Wong"

2nd paper getting better..

still wanna laugh..

HAHAHAHAHA !!!

kidding ya.. =)

Okay, here come the 3rd Model..

Pei Shin aka The Godness

Draw by Wan Ni..

still wanna laugh also..

WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

The most scary so Portrait.

4th Model here..

The Fish

got beard sommore there..

Osama bro here Osaikan..

*Tangkap Tangkap !!*

5th Model from Indonesia !!

give him a BIG applause please ? thx..

... swt ...

apa mau cakap ?

Let see how they having fun with their own faces drawing..

Jackson and his father..

Zhi Qing sad and smile face..

Draw by Pei Shin..

Fick with his 8years later face..

Draw by Fish..

Fick with his 15years face later..

ya ya..

fake smile with your 8years later face..

they even gone wild here...

Zhi Qing : Am I cute ?? ^^V

Wan Ni : I'm FIT !!

Wan Ni : Help me ~!

Wan Ni : I'm Karmen Raider like below this..

I'm Karmen Raider V3

and here is the Picture of the Day

The Most Nice and Most Leng.

cause I'm the Model

Gary the Model
draw by Ah Bi

Little Big Soldier

2009-05-17T05:55:00.000-07:00

Little Big Soldier

Starring with Jackie Chan (my idol) and LeeHom Wang..

The film is expected to be released in Asia this October..

can't wait to see Jackie Chan new movie..

(I haven't watch Shinjuku yet too) because of SOMEONE -_-"

I miss apple..

2009-05-16T10:23:00.000-07:00

An apple a day.

Keeps the doctor away.

How I spend my holiday..

2009-05-10T21:04:00.000-07:00

Mid-term Holiday BREAK !!
how am I going to use my 1 week holiday break ??

a trip to Genting Highland ?

Sunway Lagoon Water Theme Park ?

Cosmo's World Theme Park ?

I staying home for 1 week..
because of the assignment..
need to rush in 1 week to complete it for my mid-term test after my holiday break.. *sigh*
I wanna go SHOPPING !!!
I wanna go PLAY !!!
everyone going back to hometown..
2 of my housemate going back on tomorrow...
I'm ALONE !! home alone~
bored till die..
yesterday I was counting my expenses for MAY..
I found out that I'd overspent !! *very very over*
I'd spent almost 2 months of my normal expenses..
now just early MAY and I'd already overspent..
I think I really need to cut away my extra expenses like food, snacks, yum cha, etc ...
and also help me to keep fit.. ^_^

Lee Hom ROXX !!

2009-05-04T00:41:00.000-07:00

2 May 2009

Lee Hom so called himself as Music-Man concert

which held at National Stadium Bukit Jalil, K.L

the reason why he called himself as Music-Man

because he love comic hero such as

Spiderman, Superman, Batman, etc..

and he wanna be Music-Man

(childish thinking rite ?) joking dude :)

Back to my Journey..

5:00pm 2 May,

the whole day I haven't eat any single little thing..

so I went to BRJ thought can have a piece of Roti Canai before to Lee Hom concert..

someone called me and said that she going to reach the Titiwangsa LRT..

so I scare that I'm late to Titiwangsa cause I'm at Wangsa Maju..

I rush to Wangsa Maju LRT and paid the entrance without thinking wheather this LRT can reach Titiwangsa or not..

after that I search for Titiwangsa LRT station name at the board..

can't found !! then I called and ask my friend how to go Titiwangsa..

he said if LRT need to change to Monorail only can reach there..

it's much easier to go with taxi..

then I rush to the taxi stop there and direct ask him to go Titiwangsa LRT station..

I met alot of traffic jam and she said she's reach the Titiwangsa LRT station already..

I keep SMS her and said sorry sorry, "paiseh paiseh", having traffic jam..

finally I'd reach Titiwangsa LRT station cost me RM7..

and I called her and ask weather she at LRT station or Monorail station..

she said "where got Monorail station here ?"

I thought she at LRT station so I run up the bridge or so called "Tian Qiao" to opposite side of the road..

and run around the LRT station and look for her car..

can't found her so I called and ask her again..

she keep saying that "Are you at Titiwangsa LRT ?!"

I said ya ...

I keep run up and down, left and right, front, back and over..

at last she asked me "your house there de LRT call Wangsamaju or Titiwangsa ?"

then I know d she was at Wangsamaju LRT station..

and she was LAUGHING at there while I'm SWEATING here..

so I asked her wait and I fetch taxi back to Wangsamaju again.. RM6 ..

once I get in the taxi, that taxi driver asked me "banyak panas ar luar ?"

I reply "no la, I run up and down and crossing the road for total 6 times"

she told me wear "leng leng" but don't wear too much cause "very hot"

now I understand the words "very hot"..

when we reach National Stadium Bukit Jalil..

the entrance really SUCKS !!

we reach the right entrance for our ticket..

that F-king guard (RELA) said our entrance at the back side..

which makes us walk for the half stadium and ask the staff..

its already 8.30pm..

lucky Lee Hom wait for us only he come down...

The LCD screen showing the Music-Man comic..

It's look like the "Storm Rider"

Here Come The Music-Man !

Opps..sorry wrong picture..

Here is the Music-Man..

(Stole Spiderman idea) xD

and here we start Rock N Roll~

with his new guitar called Bahamut..

LeeHom's Bahamut

made by his friend from Ireland

yeng hor ?? :)

and this is how should be played..

getting so high~

I keep my eye on him when he played his Bahamut..

I notice that his leg something like this..

kindly ignore that fellow face..
I wonder why don't Leehom went to toilet before he start his concert..

his expression while playing piano..
(look at his hand .. )
I think he really need toilet break..

the stage look just like heaven~ LOL

some picture he show while singing "Luo Ye Gui Gen"
and playing his violin..
(trying to show his "Yan Dao" picture -_- )

here got 4 LeeHom..

xiao wang, xiao lee, xiao hom..

the white one is Wang Lee Hom

my phone USB is not working so can't upload the picture I took in front of him when he pop out just beside my row..

the concert ends at 11pm+

quite miss the time at the concert.. :(

*ps : don't ask me who is the "she" ya..

Lee Hom Concert Live in Malaysia 2009..

2009-05-01T16:29:00.000-07:00

Lee Hom Live in Malaysia Concert 2 May 2009

My ticket..

RM318 ticket place here..

Wahahaha..

guess wad ??

I'm going tomorrow..

anyone here going ??

HOT HOT HOT !!

2009-04-25T04:38:00.000-07:00

Been busy and lazy to blog this few days..
because the weather is really HOT !!!
from morning till night I've been sweating all the time..
the only solution to solve this problem and avoid sweating is Swimming !
this week I had swam for the 5th time include just now..

Okay, lets talk bout Wednesday first..
I had already told Fish and Fin to make our hair Stand..
result when I reach MIA..
I'm the only one Standing Up High..
when I walk into the class..
everyone were screaming like "Waaahhh" , "Aaaahhhh" , "Laaaaaaa" .
which makes me feel like don't know wanna be embarrassing, happy or proud ..
my class end at 6pm and we went to Jusco (JJ)..
we have our dinner there at Big Apple..

Big Apple Donuts & Coffee.

There got alot of kinds of Donuts..

and I've explain what and how to order to Ah Fin bout 15minutes or more..
really tired ~

at last he understand what and how to order..
and each of us pick 2 donuts and 2 more is extra..

here is our order..

look nice huh ?

before we order this donuts..

I heard someone but don't know who..

keep saying wanna diet, keep fit.. on diet .. keep fit ..

but she eat the most I think..

here got some picture how she eat..

"I'm on DIET !!!"

at last, eat 3 pieces..

Ah BiBi

She eat until the whole table also donuts powder.. (snow)

she even wanna feed some for her mobile..

this is the only 1st piece of donut..

already abit powder on the table..

try to imagine 3 pieces of donuts and how's the table fill of ?

full of powder ? so called "powderer table" ? @@

after she notice that her table full of powder..

she got shy and wipe away to the floor..

and the table is clean now without any powder..

try to guess whose place is the most dirty here..

tips : chubby. (^(oo)^)

jkjk =)

Hungry ghost..

even eat also keep staring at the donuts..

he scare other people eat away his donuts..

after we finish our donuts..

he said not enough..

even poster donuts he also wanna eat..

better stay away from him..

Ah Bibi & Acer.

there got some picture more but got deleted by Ah bibi..

what a sad news..

Opps, looks like someone missing here..

hope you don't mind ya Pei Shin (Singlet)

forgot to take your picture..

I got 1 more picture who look alike you but she is a Malay..

Mohamad Pei Shin & Fish.

Now back to Friday..

I planed to do my assignment whole day..

suddenly a call come and said "I'm coming to your place" by kelvin (Maggie Head).

and then I can't do my assignment anymore..

cause he come a long way from Sunway to here..

then "bo bian lo"..

follow them to Andy place then to TARC and play basketball in the rain..

after that we went to Chee Phang place and the condominium its like resort !! @@

this is the swimming pool..

its like Sunway Lagoon nia..

at the back got 2 side pool its for massage..

abit blur blur..

Andy & Kong carrying Kelvin

look at their face..

like they got a diploma certificate..

Vin as the cert..

in front the swimming pool got a nice place to "keng kai"

what a nice environment..

From 10th floor..

Chee Phang house..

its really like a resort nia..

nice and clean swimming pool..

I also follow them jump into the water..

after swimming we went to McDonald for our dinner..

Yeah~ I'm lovin it !

This is what I order to eat.. LOL !!

jkjk..

I tried new burger name Quarter Pounder..

and I upgraded it into Quarter Fried Pounder..

yum yum ..

really Taste good McDonald..

that's for Today..

and I better finish my assignment 1st..

Saturday

2009-04-19T08:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday .. (Saturday)

During the Graphic Design class..

our lecturer taught us alot of things and how to be a good designer..

about good and bad designer..

Good Designer :

Frame.
Reference.
Alot of Sketches.

Bad Designer :

No Frame.
No Reference.
No Sketches. ( so called LanC )

and I already started my step to the Good Designer...

First thing is Frame..

I begin taking some picture with frame..

I'm the Photographer who using Sony Ericsson W800i

with 2 mega pixels.

This 2 so called Bad Designer..

cause they got out of the frame..

Ah BB aka Babi the Chubby.

Photographer : Me.

Esther the Acer.

she only got 1 eye so suit with the frame.

Photographer : Me.

Believe it or not ?

she really got 1 eye..

Photographer : Me.

Ah Fin the Down Syndrome.

who wanna donate some money can inform me or text me.

he will be very gratefull to you all.

Photographer : Unknown.

our class ended at 1pm..

we planed to hang out Today (Saturday) with Fish, Ah Fin, Esther and Pei Shin to watch movie..

so we follow our planning to Berjaya Time Square by ~~Ah Babi~~ Ah BB car..

we went to buy ticket for the "Coming Soon" ..

Thailand Ghost movie which shown the Ghost from cinema..

everyone there look very scare but I'm laughing in the cinema.. (>.<")

"Coming Soon"

make sure don't bring your bag (back pack) to the cinema..

trust me..

our movie started at 2.40pm..

we went to McDonald to fill our empty stomach 1st before we enjoy the movie..

here is our lunch ready..

WoW..

how good if I eat it all alone..

I would be very happy if I finish it all..

everytime I watched this picture, my saliva will keep coming out.. @@"

lucky ~~Babi~~ Ah BB not here..

if not, half of mine were gone into her mouth.. ><"

and this is my "Ham Bao Bao"

it's soooooo yummmyyy~~~~

and I'm hungry now because of this picture.. -___-

These few days, Malaysian are facing a serious problem..

don't you all notice that this few days got no wind ?

even at night till 2am+ I go "yam cha" also "windless" ..

and it's hard to see a tree which are moving..

maybe our earth going to explode ?

so I will do everything I wanted to do..

Firstly, 3 Hamburger !!! shown on top..

Secondly, Burn all my assignment paper !!!!

Third, Climb up the Twin Tower !

and etc....

Photo+ing day..

2009-04-16T03:28:00.000-07:00

Finally we've done 3 House Assignment..
here is our 1st assignment..
2nd and 3rd too...

Wall of Shoes.

1 of us are betrayer..
(guess who ?)

We got tattoo all over our body.

That's all of my House Assignment..
going to get a new assignment soon..
back to Today..
early morning 7am+ already rain heavily...
wanna sleep more also cannot..
somemore its a damn cold weather which makes me freezing..
somemore have to bath with ~~cold water~~ ICE water..
Today we took quite alot of picture at school..
and I will upload here too..

Fick the "Sozai"

Sozai going to run~

MIA Sozai and Gay Lou

Sozai, Pervert and Gay Lou..
these 3 are MIA most dangerous guys..
try to stay away from them..

look at their faces..so scary..
even I go toilet also have to tighten pants..
I need help.. =X

King Kong in action..
playing PSP with making some ROAR sounds..

It's bout hair from short to long..
I'm the middle..
*not yet ready la.. -_-

this is our class so called FLOWER..

and our respond from guys is exactly same from the picture..
what that guy showing..
*that's why I said he is dangerous..*
girls taking picture suddenly he pop up and shown ****

This is Ah BB Moo Moo Cow..
he can really dance well..
and he willy to show here..

Step 1: Move your arm to the right.

Step 2: Move your arm to the left.
and keep on doing this.

that's how cow dance..

Me and Sozai..
nothing to do so just sit on da floor..

See Ah BB also got infected by Sozai d..
and I just look at them with my eyes like that..

"Really got infected by Sozai d.."
she become more scary now and starting to hurting people by cubit+ing..
but I'm the only one kena cubit..
how pity am I ? =(

and this 2 is for Fick aka Sozai...
which makes my blog look "uglyer" only..

It's not FOC hor..
better buy me a limau ais hor.. XD

World's Longest LAN Party

2009-04-14T02:33:00.000-07:00

I was in 4th row, middle and the 3rd..

can't see it clearly ?
let me zoom for you..

I circle it d..
I took this picture from internet..
and I saw some video that I'm in it !!
YAHOO!! XD

Finally I got some little time to upload all the photo which I took at MMU Cyberjaya for the CyberFusion World Guinness Record..
they trying to break the World's Longest LAN Party in the world which were recorded by Australia last year..
36 hours with 203 people..
and now Malaysia going to break this record with 38 hours with 250 people..
can we do it ??
I mean why choose Malaysia ?
or those Malaysian only good in gaming ? ( I think so .. =X )
My friend and I start off from my house at 3.30pm and we reach there bout 4pm something..
the information from the website stated there were Free food supply which are KFC and Pizza Hut..
once we reach there, I was so happy to see this BIG and FULL of KFC !!
and also Pizza Hut !!

Lorry of KFC !!

Hot On Wheels Pizza Hut !

I really thought its FREE ! THANKS GOD !
once I saw that price standing outside.. (shitz -_-)
no hope for free...
back to the registration section..

its a quite amount of people who take part for record breaker..
some of them even bring their own CHAIR !
I think I should bring my own table..

this is my chair..
play till can fly up high..

there also got aeroplane "head"
which need to hear the helmet and gas to play..

after register everything done, we go in and search for our place..

sorry for the blur picture..
*hand shaking cause have to carry CPU*

Blurer~

this part is for the Tournament player..

they going to start counting the time at 12am 11 April 2009

this guy really love anime..
he bring his anime toy, keychain, sticker everything to surround his place..

his friend just beside him..
he even bring a poster standing beside his monitor..
(insane dude..)

the neon light show in the MMU Grand Hall..
really DAMN nice man..
you can see the neon light around you..

and here we go !
start counting the time..
but the internet damn SUCKS !
somemore got virus in their Lan internet modem..
made my pc also got virus..

after awhile, I told my friend its already 00.00.58
then i asked, when it will tick until 38.00.00 ?
swt.. not easy -_-

after playing some games..
I watched back the time, just passed 3 mins..

ignore it and try to focus on game..
then I watched back the time..
just 2 hours 58mins...
its already almost 3am on that time..

and I walked around and take some picture and make my boredness away..

Its already Morning 11am now !
the tournament had started !
then I just watched the tournament which show on the screen..
DotA

then I continue playing till 19hours 01min..
its 7.00pm Saturday..

and its 21 hours 8mins..
at 9.07pm
its fu*king cold..
I'm freezing inside cause I sit under the air-cond !!!

21 hours 30mins..
9.39pm..
imagine how bored am I ?

Finally reach 26hours 50mins..
its already 2.49am (Sunday)
getting some tired d...

this is my place where I sit and facing it for more then 40 hours!

now is 27 hours 29 mins..
and I'm starting getting more tired...
its 3.28am

and Finally !
30 hours and left 8 hours more !!
5.59am
from 4am start, which is the most suffer time..
I played until my tear keep coming out none stop..WOW
its feel likes your eyes were burning and dry...
cause there were fu*king COLD till my whole body keep shaking...

its already 35 hours 58mins !
left 2hours 2mins..
11.57am now

I'm damn bored and just take some picture..

once reach 36 hours and 2 mins..
everyone were shouting around cause the world record is 36 hours with 203 person
in Australia.. and we going to set a New Record..
11.57am

too bored d..
I get up and walk around and take some picture here..
record breaker side... (right)

there..
record breaker side.. (left)

Tournament side (left)

Tournament side (right)
can see Kingsurf were playing there..
Ks-hyhy and Ks-papaxiong only can see here..
cause the other were hidding away from my camera..

and FINALLY 37 hours !!!
1 last hour left now..
12.59pm

37 hours and 33mins..
I'm so happy cause its ending soon..

some of the CyberFusion Marshall take the poster and ask me us
to made an autograph there..
from left Cock Chun, Fat, Aru the Black and Me with Stim-eye face..

FINALLY REACH 38hours and everyone were shouting and screaming all the way..
cause we had set the NEW WORLD RECORD !!!
Suddenly the host of the evening ask us weather wanna add 2 more hours or not..
make it 40 hours..
he said he got FOOD, WATER and RED BULLS !
if add 2 more hours, other country wanna break this record also quite tough..
and every record breaker stand up and agree with MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!
then my friend and I just follow them stand up..
and I keep saying TAK BOLEH..
MALAYSIA ..
TAK BOLEH ..
I played until my tears keep coming out..
1 of my friend play until vomit.. VOMIT !!
then that host said everyone agree then make it 40 hours..
DIE !!!

Finally reach 39 hours and 51mins..
left 9 more mins !!
the World Guinness Record host was walking around and counting people head's..

and we had MADE IT !!!
we MADE IT 40 HOURS !!
ITS A NEW WORLD RECORD !!!
40 HOURS with 270 PEOPLE !!!
3.50pm

once after the 40 hours, everyone is dead..
all dead..

all dead meat..

and then before the event, they got dragon and lion dance..
then only they gave us our cert and processor..

some of them because of eating free KFC so they joined..
some of them were because of AMD processor so they joined..
just like my friend, sleep also wanna sleep beside AMD bags..
dreaming AMD processor..
and its was random choose a bag..
inside contain processor x2, x3, x4..
and I get x4 which can sell for RM570 !!
LUCKY ~

this is the World Guinness Record for the record breaker..
World's Longest LAN Party !!

The End.

I miss that place so much and the time..
sooooooooooooooooooo much~~~~~~~~~~~

1st Day at MMU World Guinness Record

2009-04-10T14:44:00.000-07:00

Hie everybody !!
I'm at MMU now and its already 5 hours and 45mins..
left 32 hours 15mins to go..
can't upload picture cause I forgot to bring cabal.. -_-
the internet really sucks here..
keep "kena" virus also..
and my hands are FREEZING..
keep shaking always..
its cold like refrigerator that on top side de..
there is also lucky draw..
but none of mine is mine.. =[
sad nia..
now I'm drinking Red Bull.. Moooo~
will post the picture when I'm back to home..
stay tune ya.. =)

Big Challenge

2009-04-10T01:32:00.000-07:00

I'm here again.. Hello~
Today Art of History is the MOST Bored subject..
our lecturer can be Priest d..
he can talk for 2hours non-stop..
he got a weakness and that is, when he talks, he always nervous..
he use to talk like this..
e.g. : I want .. I want u all to coo .. copy.. copy it down huh..huh huh.. ok ?
and we have to listen it for 2 hours..
damn, we suffer alot..
some of them don't bother what lecturer talking about and he mind his own sleeping..

Once a good boy in class.
now lecturer is talking and he is sleeping.
(His name fish)

Sleep till so ugly.
(fish)

the whole roll, I'm the only one who listen to the lecturer giving speech..
I'm a good boy always..
after Art of History we got Drawing..
after all my class finish, they "jio" me to pasar malam..
It's my 1st time to pasar malam too..
there were so much people..
see..

crowded place thats make me can't take a better picture.

got alot of kind hotdog (sausage)
BBQ, Garlic, Chilli, Honey, Black Pepper, Salad and etc.

after they bought the sausage, we take a break to drink some water..
I order for a Lon gan..
I drink NOT even 8 mouth..
someone drink finish it !!
who name Ah BB..
because of she can't eat chilli..
still wanna order "Ma La Mian" means Spicy Noodle..
eat till her lips also become big..
so funny while she enjoying the spicy things..
I suppose can get a picture of her and upload here..
because of someone shout to her then make got shock..
then I miss it..

This is my Lon gan which got finished by
Ah BB.
It's mine lon gan ..

Those girls were choosing their cloth with
full of concentration.
(Ah BB, *wad wad* Ting, Acer)
even that kid were wondering what they were doing..

no wonder those girls love shopping cause it's only RM15
and also RM10..
Cheap cloth..

forgot d why i took this picture..

She thought she could wear a L size..
with her XL tummy.. XD
I suggest that she should buy XL better..
(Ah BB)

after this, we going back..
and now I guess someone are still jumping on the bed..
and a BIG challenge for me to choose..
To CyberFusion or NOT to.. ??
PLEASE TELL ME NOW !
I NEED TO CHOOSE IT BEFORE 8AM..
sobs..