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Finally come back my home sweet home~~
miss my beddy beddy bed SOOOOOO much !!!
went to my cousin wedding and overnight with my relative all..
so happy to see them again..
the last time I see them is when I'm just 10+ small little kids..
short short fat fat take care by them..
now turn up I'm taller then them and have to take care of them.. -_-
there are some kids and babies..
which makes my mind from love babies turn to negative abit..
a little bit not really like unless get a lucky one, very obedient and won't simply shout de..
I'd learned alot alot alot ALOT of IMPORTANT THINGS in life for myself..
and I wanna tell someone who I had missed a very good chances that had given to me but I didn't appreciate it..
on that time I thought that you would be very suffer cause we are far apart..
and I can't give you the thing you want..
even it's a very simple little..
I can't made it for you..
so I took my decision to force myself to choose my way so you won't suffer that much..
it's really hard for me till now..
it's been 6months ago..
I didn't know weather that you still remember or not..
or you already forgotten already..
but I will always remember in my mind..
you are the first person that treat me REAL good..
and I know you tried talk much cause I asked you to talk..
and I know you really tried..
which really made me feel very touch..
every little things that you said before..
I will always remember..
and there are something in my phone will always remind of you..
I'll show it to you if you wanted to see.. (when I'm there)
although I know that it's really hard to get back the time that I got you..
There's no way I can pay you back..
But the plan is to show you that I understand..
You are appreciated..
I wanna tell you that I do <3 you..
I really do.. till now..
I still <3 you..

last time you found someone new..
I thought he would be better alot then me and be good to you..
but he doesn't..
I'll always be there for you..
and always there to comfort you..
although we're far apart..
You're always in my heart..
You are not alone..
and I hope that she's here to read my post..

P.S = Good Luck to me..Geh Geh...