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Bruno Mars - When I Was Your Man.
Hi, yep. I know it's been quite long I didn't write anything here. These few days was busy and tired, and I don't get to use computer because my friend was watching The Walking Dead every night. Nothing special happened, I just tried to make myself busy always so I wouldn't have so much thought haha. It's been 4 months already I'm in Singapore, still not familiar with the places out there yet because never really go out. Maybe, when I'm really nothing to do, I'll go out have a walk around everywhere. Seriously, I don't even know where is the Merlion.
I don't wanna write a long post here, I just don't feel like writing so I'm gonna make it short. I won't do anything about us anymore, I mean it's useless because the gap is there and I know that. Well, if you wanna talk to me, we're still friend ! if only you still take me as a friend. And I just wanna dedicate this song to you. Bruno just sing everything I wanted to say so just let him tell you everything. I don't feel like writing all here. Good luck and have a blissful life in future !
And Happy Belated Birthday ! You know who I'm talking to. :)
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Muse - Madness.
Hello, it's me again. I'd been going to gym lately and my whole body hurts. When I sleep on my bed, I never wanna get up because it's hurt to get up. The chest, stomach part, shoulder everywhere so I'll just roll down from my bed because if I don't get up, I'll be late for work. My fingers get back itchy and hard back, I'd ask some people already and they said it's the soap affected my finger like this but what can I do ? I need to clean something there, I'll try to avoid touching the soap so much.
Let's talk about life, everyone have their own bright side and dark side. Some people you may see that their always happy but we didn't see that when their sad and hurt. There are some stupid people too that they wanted to have fun and they didn't care nor look what will cause of the fun and when shit happens, they'll come to us and tell all the bullshit and regrets. Some people might think that money is everything, yes, that's true but what if you got money and you're not happy ? Some people not rich but they're having a happy and warm family and friends which most of the rich people don't have it. Everything is balance, it just how you look with your life because you're the one who make the decision and every step we take, that's counted. You may hate what you're having with your life but did you see the bright side of your life ? Most of us won't realize the bright side because we never thought of it and some of us will realize it when we lost it. We can do the different if we do it, everything will remain the same if we don't do anything. Most of us just thinking of it, nothing will change unless we do it. There's some good things and bad things will happen in life but you'll never know when, what, where and why. Because that's life.
My advise, don't do bad things, because the bad things will come back to you, you'll never know when. Do what you gotta do, don't do something that you feel guilty no matter what, you'll regret your whole life I promise. Sometimes you do something good to people but you don't get the return and that's what drive us mad about being good to people. We do the good things is for ourselves not to hope for in return what that fella will give you a candy. You'll receive the good deeds when the times come. Don't worry, karma won't scam you.
Oh my god, I read back what I wrote here and it's like a bible or some kind of life story teller. Actually I didn't notice that I'll write something like this tho, I feel like I'm a f-ing long-breath fella now. Anyway, I just want to have a simple life with the love one. That's the only thing what I request for. The complicated stuff leave for you guys out there who wanna fight for it.
How are you lately ?
Everything went smoothly ?
Hope you're having a healthy and happy life now. (:
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I'd been writing this post since Febuary 14 but now only get to post it. Happy Belated Valentine's Day to all the couples out there, and to all the single people don't have to be sad because I'm single with y'all too. Happy Singlentine to me.
I told myself before CNY that when I came back to Singapore, I'll be active to go to gym. I went to gym last Sunday and did some of the things there, whole body pain like hell ! I forgot when was the last time I exercise already, I think it's around 4-5 years ? I don't know why my neck hurt too, today is already the 2nd day and it still pain. I can't really turn my head to the side, hope tomorrow will be okay. I wanna go gym tomorrow early, lets see how.
This year CNY quite bored, I only get 5 Ang Pau only. And didn't do anything, most of my friends went to another friend new club. I went there once, have to show face laa but damn headache, the environment too small and the speaker too big d. Then everynight they all just gamble, didn't really have time to chill out.
Back to Singapore, everything goes on. Hope you had a great Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day.
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Hello everyone, it's already the 4th day of Chinese New Year ! Well the time is like moving so fast but this year Chinese New Year it feels like not Chinese New Year, it's so boring and I didn't do anything at all. Not as fun as the pass few years. I'm going back to Singapore on Thursday night, the others of my friend going back on Saturday. Start back to work on Friday, sigh.. For this year, I only get 3 red packet. Mom, Dad and one more from my friend parents. Didn't go to visit other relatives because they're staying in Kuala Lumpur. I actually do ask my parents to go there so they could have some good time there but I don't know why they don't want to. I feel kinda sad but I don't know why, it seems like a lot of things here that needed to be done. I failed to describe what I'm feeling inside so I don't know how to write it here. I'll update next time, it's already 7.50am now. Time to get some sleep and I wanna go cut my hair later.
Hope you have a great Chinese New Year ! :D
stay healthy and scored a good result in your studies !
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Hello, it's me again :) I'm having a headache right now due to the new club that my friend, have to show face laa but seriously, the space inside are too small ! And the speakers are too big ! The sound system make my bloody hell head pain like fuck man. Plus I didn't really sleep well yesterday inside the bus. Actually I planned to cut my hair this evening but when I go to the saloon, they told me they're closing soon so not more hair cut. Sibeh suay. I think have to wait few more days later only cut my hair ba. Had my reunion dinner at 6pm+ and I just wanted to stay home but my friends keep on calling me so I just went out to chill with them, I'm damn tired now. I don't know what's the plan for tomorrow but I'mma just gonna head to sleep until I have enough sleep only see how. It's not that good new year this year. I can't stand the headache anymore, goodnight. By the way, Happy Chinese New Year ~! And have a great one ! Grab more Ang Pau ! :)
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LMF ft Sammi Cheng - Love is.
Went to watch Ah Boy to Men part 2 just now, it's nice and funny but sadly I didn't watch the part 1. From the movie, it makes me feel like going into army because it's like so nice but the girlfriend part, pity that fella but it's just a movie la. I planed to go out somewhere mall to have a walk and see if I could buy any clothes or pants but I had to carry a bag and my Xbox, so I think better after Chinese New Year only go shopping ba. Last Sunday I went to Bugis, Cineleisure mall and one more I forgot the name already, end up I only buy one jeans. I really don't know what to buy, my shopping skill sucks seriously. My friends they all buy damn a lot ! Well maybe next time for me. I'm going back to Malaysia later, 9pm bus. It's gonna stuck in traffic jam don't know for how many hours already for sure. I'm not really sure what really happened to my eyes, everything I see is blur. I mean things around 5-10meters, I can't really read the words or watch the people face properly. This things happened since 2-3 days ago, I wonder is it lack of sleep cause me this or my eye sight problem ? Hopefully is lack of sleep la, I don't want to wear spec. It's really quite irritating when you can't see or read things properly even tho you tried very hard and still can't see it properly. These few days I had the same dream, it's my conscience talking to me, a monk. I feel like I'd go back to the place where every monks stay there, I don't know I got mention here before or not, it's 2007 if I'm not mistaken at that time I went to there and stay there for 2-3 days for "ba jie" with the monks. The place is nice, beautiful, and peaceful. It's in the mountain where there's no other people making noise, no cars, bike, everything. Now I understand some of things he said to me, if you love the flower, you shouldn't pluck it because you'll kill it. If you love someone, it's not a must that she must be with you then only you can love her, if she's happy with someone else, you should be happy because she's having a blissful and happy life there. If you really loved her, just let her go. She'll come to you if it's fate. Actually I don't really believe in fate, I mean fate is created by us and if fate really exist and I don't do anything, I think nothing will be work out at the end of the day. He didn't answer me and just fade away. Anyway, it's 7.31am liao and I don't think I'll go shopping d later. Maybe just go out for a walk only, I think I better take some nap. Having a real bad headache, byee. Hopefully I'll have a safe trip and I'm coming back to Singapore on 14 Feb, yes it's Valentine's Day. I'm having dinner with myself :D See ya and Happy Chinese New Year !
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I think you will know how I feel by looking at this picture.
Went to Chinatown POSB bank to take my passbook at 10.30pm, I only sleep for 3 hours+ only. I can feel my eyes so dry inside and I can barely open widely to look at the road. I thought it gonna take a long time to get my things done but don't know I'm lucky or what, not even 30mins I get my passbook already. I don't know where to go and what to do, it's 11am+. End up went to Vivo then walking around inside Vivo like an idiot, there's a few things it looked familiar there then only I noticed that I saw it somewhere before, the cruise departure. Then stop at Starbucks and drink my chocolate and look at the people around, spent my time there until 1pm+ then go to Timbre d. I would like to shop around there but I'm tired at that time so I just go to my work place and have some rest there. Whole day just feeling stim stim only, I better go get some sleep now. This Sunday got no plan yet, stay at home ? call me out ? :D I wanna watch quite a lot of movies ! But I don't want to go alone, it's so damn weird. :/
Anyway, I hope you'll have a great weekends. Make yourself relax a bit ! Have some fun !