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Is this a debt of my past life to struggle for so many years ? I mean why I had to be in this situation ? Take over my parents debt, struggling for money, stress and pressure all in my mind. And there's always something blocking my way, everytime. I just don't know why. Is there a way someone could help me here ? I'd been insomnia for 3 years, and everynight all I do is think of a way to earn money. Well, no ones know what problem I had here even my friends. You know it's hard sometimes facing this alone, seriously I see some people living their life so easily, some not that rich but still living their life happily. But I'm struggling everyday and hope for a better day.

Alot of things happened around me, some married, some being mother/father, some doing good, some changes, and some even got murdered. I hope she could live happily everyday and safe there, if you don't let me to love you, do love yourself. And I'll miss you.