Tagged me :)
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
, Posted by Gary | JC at 10/31/2012 03:54:00 AM
Do you read my twitter ?
Do you still read my blog ?
That's what I'm wondering here. Actually to tell you the truth, I really don't know whether you got a boyfriend or single now. At the time when I texted you, I thought you're single because I saw your Facebook you remove your status. I don't know what's the reason so I thought you're single so I hope that we could get back together.
You know what ? You're a good girl, and I know I'm not a perfect boy but I really wanted you to be happy all the time. I don't want you to be hurt. I know I'd disappointed you once and I'm so sorry about that. You was so good to me and I do stupid things. I promise that I won't make you sad again, I remembered that you told me before that you don't really want long-distant relationship. I know it's hard because whenever you need someone by your side the most, I couldn't be there. But now I'm going Singapore already by end of November if I found room then I'll move in to new room or house in December.
That day I asked you about the hedgehog in whatsapp do you still remember ? I'd found it already but you said don't want, you said it was for your boyfriend. If you got a boyfriend now, I'll wait for you. Not to mean that you'll broke up with your boyfriend in the future, just that if you need someone to talk to, accompany, listener, or whatever it is. Just call me, I'll be by your side always.
We can still be friend you know, until the day when you can accept me as your boyfriend, just tell me that you accept me. Just like last 3 years ago you asked me, I kept every text you texted me. On November 13 is it ?
You know what ? You're a good girl, and I know I'm not a perfect boy but I really wanted you to be happy all the time. I don't want you to be hurt. I know I'd disappointed you once and I'm so sorry about that. You was so good to me and I do stupid things. I promise that I won't make you sad again, I remembered that you told me before that you don't really want long-distant relationship. I know it's hard because whenever you need someone by your side the most, I couldn't be there. But now I'm going Singapore already by end of November if I found room then I'll move in to new room or house in December.
That day I asked you about the hedgehog in whatsapp do you still remember ? I'd found it already but you said don't want, you said it was for your boyfriend. If you got a boyfriend now, I'll wait for you. Not to mean that you'll broke up with your boyfriend in the future, just that if you need someone to talk to, accompany, listener, or whatever it is. Just call me, I'll be by your side always.
We can still be friend you know, until the day when you can accept me as your boyfriend, just tell me that you accept me. Just like last 3 years ago you asked me, I kept every text you texted me. On November 13 is it ?
You text me and asked me,
"Do you like me or not ?"
I was stunned at the moment then I replied,
"How about you ? You like me or not ?"
And you said "Yup, I like you"
At that time I'm like "Awww..." (how sweeeeeeeettt is that ! :D ) that time I'm at mamak stall with my friend, I kept smiling while SMS with you and my friend kept saying I Siao d. It's so sweet you know ? And that's how we started :) I planned to show you all the message that you sent to me in the 3rd year when I meet you in Singapore. But sadly I lost my phone in the cab, the whole night I was really sad. Real sad, the only things I wanted to show you, I lost it. At that time I plan to show you the messages because I wanted to tell you that I never forget about you and I still love you. :(
I'd lost you once and I won't make it twice, I'd learned from the mistakes I did. And this time it's my turn to ask you,
Do you still like me ?
Do I had a stand some place deep in your heart ?
Do you trust me ?
You know that I love you, forever and ever. I'm missing you badly now but I don't know how to tell you yet, I would like to text with you but .. Nevermind, when I reach Singapore d ah, can we have some dinner, outing, movies or to your favorite place, The Beach to watch sunset ! :) looks like Singapore a lot of nice food to eat hor. And since you're food master, sure know where got "hao liao" right ? Haha.. I always wanted to tell you one thing, eat more ah ! I feels like you look thinner already ! or you grow taller which makes you look thinner ? Haha, I don't know but remember to eat more food har.Just now suddenly my mum talk about Singapore horror trip, it's the first time I went to Singapore. I asked her how old am I when we go to Singapore that time, she said my lil brother just 3 months old which means 1993. I'm only 3 years old at that time ! I can't recall that I was lost in Orchard Road my mum told me but I do remember the puppy toy !
Woah, I didn't notice that I'd type this long ! I think I better stop here, it's too much to talk about. Continue maybe next time ? I wonder if you will read this post or not. The top 5 paragraph I wrote it when I'm drinking with one of my mum friend who not really talk a lot but he seems like know that I'm a lil emotional these few days so he just accompany me. This post is all from my heart and I just feel like writing it down here.
Well if you read this, I still remember that we used to "tagged" blog if you read my blog or I read your blog. But I don't see any chatbox here so tagged me in comment there so I know that you still read my blog :) or twitter also can !
Miss you much.
Well if you read this, I still remember that we used to "tagged" blog if you read my blog or I read your blog. But I don't see any chatbox here so tagged me in comment there so I know that you still read my blog :) or twitter also can !
Miss you much.
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