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Love hurts, how's the hurt feeling y'all felt before ? Is it the same as mine ? :(
I don't know how to describe. I just know it's bad. I can't focus on my meeting, can't smile, heart feel bad, etc. I saw something I shouldn't see, it makes me wonder whats happening out there. So should I still wait for just let it go ? I'm blur. I need someone here to be myside but no one here. Maybe because all friend of mine were boys which full of craps that's why don't talk about feeling shit. Talk about love with them ? I rather talk to my dog. Although my dog won't reply me but she'll keep quite and stay by me and accompany me. Seriously, no one know what I'm thinking because I don't share my shit with other people. Some may thinks it's stupid, some may think it's bored, some may just ignore it. So I prefer blog it eventhough no one read my blog, I'll take it as my dairy and a place to let me write my feeling. Well, everyday I saw girls are crying out there because of her boyfriend, love, this and that. Why those girl still love them ? Some said "I'm already single", not even a week, she's in relationship again, then not even a month. Single back. Is that fun ? I just a to be loved. Simple because I'm stress enough and I needed someone to talk and can make my day. I don't care if she's far from here because I plan to marry her so we got a long time future to be together. Is okay that we can barely met, but now it's too late I think ? All I can do is W.A.I.T ? Or what else I can do ? I hope she listen a song by Bruno Mars - Grenade which I would sing for ya, I'll catch a grenade for ya, throw my hand on a blade for ya, I'll jump infront of a train for ya, I'll do anything for ya.