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Do you believe in miracle ? Last time I don't, but now I do. It's really hard to believe it. Yesterday I got a feeling that no matter what, I got to finish my post to post it in my blog. After finish posting, I'm still wondering how am I going to let her know my blog updated ? It's impossible I pm or text her "hey, I've updated my blog and go read it." she sure know it's fake. Even a normal person also know it's fake if you say like this. I'm still thinking how to let her read it because I really wanted to let her know about it since very long ago. I didn't tell anyone that I've update my blog since I've stop for years ago. Guess what ? Miracle happens, evening I receive her message from msn and she said she had read that post. Can you believe it ? She really get to read everything I've wrote there, I'm happy and satisfied because I speak the truth. The feeling it's like I've done a history and I'm ready to go like Michael Jackson. I'm happy that she could reply me. I ain't mad at you and I never blame you too, never ever because I'm wrong. So no need to say sorry to me, it's okay :) Now I know why people do love fake smile, most use it in the wrong way which fake smile at you just to entertain you. For me, I do fake smile to you not because to entertain you or act cute, I do it because I thinks if I do it, it's better for you and me instead of showing the sad face. So don't worry about me because I don't want you to be not happy because of me, I rather to see you smile everyday everytimes and always because I'm happy to see you smile there. The message that you texted me, don't worry about it. I'm okay here. I just wanted to tell you no matter what happen, whether you're sad, alone, heart broken or anything, just remember that I'll always stand by your side, I'm here for you, if I'm in Singapore, I'll be there for you. Always. Don't afraid of bothering me, disturb me or shy. Because I'm waiting here :) When you need someone you can depend on me, call If you need my assistance there'll be no resistance, I'll be there in an instant.

It's fate, it wasn't my choice to make.
To be great, I'm giving it all it takes.

It's not easy to find a girl like you, I don't trust other girls out there, I just don't know why, just don't. I know you got someone else and I'm not asking you to leave him to be with me. Just wanna let you know that I'm here. Maybe miracle happens ? Only god know.